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Random: HI! I'm not dead! I swear! Okay I know I shouldn't put this up but don't worry it's only a two-shot, hopefully, and the next chapter is going to be significantly shorter. Another reason, I need to tell all the people who read my other stories that it might be awhile. School just started for m and it's a little hectic so be patient please. I will try to update quickly.
Hikaru: WARNINGS: Language and mentions of past M-preg. Nothing bad, no sex. And no beta! Sorry for grammar and spelling errors. She didn't think this really deserved a beta since it is only a two-shot.
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Random: It is just rated 'M' because of language and adult themes. There is not going to be sex. Okay! I hope you enjoy! And I will try to update soon, but no promises!
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It was well known that Kendall Knight has been around the block a few times, as the saying goes. Well…more than a few times. Okay fine! People called him a slut, man whore, whatever they wished to call the blond. He was a hormonal teen, it was only natural! His sexuality was also well known too. He played for both teams, but he seems to lean toward the same sex than the opposite. Kendall was even the first to lose his virginity out of the four. But no own knew that, thinking it had been James, until the green eyed boy told everyone his sexuality.
Now just because Kendall was considered a player, that didn't mean he was one. When the boy truly wanted a relationship, he worked for it. Because Kendall was a lot of things, but he wasn't a cheater. His relationship with Jo proved that. But once Jo moved and his broken heart had healed, he went right back to taking anyone that peeked his interest to his bed.
You know how women seemed to flock to James? Well Kendall was like the gay version of that. Men seemed to trail the blond wherever he went. They bought him chocolates, flowers, jewelry, one guy even named his dog after Kendall. It was like Kendall had teenage girls flocking him, not teenage boy's. And to be completely honest, it kinda creeped out the other three band members. They had been so used to Kendall getting attention from girls and what seemed like the very moment Kendall comes out he's, not only got the attention of girls, but guys too! It was insane.
Okay that's not true it creeped two out of the four out. The other one just got jealous. James Diamond, the ladies man of the group, was also bisexual. He didn't flaunt it like Kendall did. Very few people knew actually, but he liked it that way. Not many guys caught his attention, but when they did it was for a short time. But with Kendall, it's different. Actually, James doesn't even see Kendall's gender. He just sees the head strong, amazingly gorgeous, always-be-there-for-your-friends blond haired, green eyed person that was Kendall. He fell for what Kendall stood for and the beautiful person that he was.
So yes, it made James just a tinzy bit mad when Kendall would flirt with others.
And it was because of that jealousy that ultimately caused James to confess his feelings.
Kendall had been flirting with some dude who had decided to sit down on the side of the lounge chair the blond had been stretched out on, ideally rubbing his hand up and down Kendall's shine, never going to high. James had growled softly at the sight. It was one he'd seen before, many a time, and one he wanted to stop, many a time. But he was too scared, worried that it would ruin the relationship he already had with Kendall.
And then, the douche decided to take that moment to run his hand up under Kendall's swim trunks and rub at the smooth skin underneath. Kendall's eyes fluttered and that's all it took for James to snap.
James growled so loud it scared Tyler out of his hiding spot. He stomped over to the out-of-it couple and shoved the unfortunate soul off the lounge chair, straddled Kendall's hips, and connected the blonds lips to his in a heated entanglement of teeth, tongue, and lips.
He eased away turning slightly to glare at the douche-that-felt-up-HIS-Kendall and growl out. "Back off, bitch. This slut is mine." The douche-that-did-not-have-long-to-live-if-he-stayed scurried off in a rush.
James had sat back and smirked at the retreating figure, until he felt a hand cup the back of his neck and pull him forward into another heated kiss, but this one more passionate than jealous. "That was fucking hot, James." Kendall whispered against James' kiss swollen lips.
James had gulped and tried to pull away, realizing what he had done. "I-I'm sorry, K-Kendall. I'll just leave you, now." James said, getting up.
"Oh, hell no!" Kendall grabbed onto James' wrist and yanked the pretty boy back on top of him. "You are not going anywhere." Kendall had whispered huskily into James' ear, before smashing their mouths together. Which had left James hard and wanting, once they pulled away.
Then Kendall had dragged James to the room he shared with Logan and fucked James into oblivion. It wasn't the best way to start a relationship, but it worked for Kendall and James. Now, they've been together for the last year.
But even though everyone knew that Kendall was, is, and possibly always will be a slut, it still didn't prepare them for what happened one lazy Saturday afternoon.
The four band members were lazing around the couch. Logan reading a book, Carlos playing a video games, James looking at himself in a handheld mirror, and Kendall reading a sports magazine with his head in James' lap.
Then someone knocked on the door. Kendall volunteered to get it, figuring it was Lucy at the door anyway. He got up and kissed James on the cheek, before going to answer the door. The three he left behind were not expecting to hear a delighted gasp from Kendall and what sounded like a 4-year-old boy's voice scream, "DADDY!"
"Ian!" Kendall yelled happily. The three boy's at the couch watched in confusion as the blonde picked up the happy 4-year-old and spun him around, then hugged him tightly. "What are you doing here, big boy?" He asked.
The four year old shrugged. "Aunty Tina said I needed to come live with daddy instead of fwathew Gweg." Ian yawned and laid his head on Kendall's shoulder. "Fwathew Gweg was mean anyway. He hit me." They could see Kendall's features harden. "I missed daddy anyway." The 4-year-old mumbled nuzzling into Kendall's neck.
Kendall's face softens. He brings a hand up to stroke the blond hair that was almost the same shade as his and kiss the top of the four year olds forehead. "I missed you too, squirt." He whispered. He turned around and his eyes widened when he realized that his boyfriend and two best friends were there. He looked over the shoulder that wasn't occupied my Ian. "Come on in Tina, introduce yourself to the guys." He turned back to the boy's on the couch. "Let me put Ian to bed and I'll be back to explain everything. " He gave them a nervous smile, before walking to his and Logan's room.
Once he left, a girl who looked just a bit older than themselves with bright red hair, piercing blue eyes, and tattoo's running up her arms walked through the door. She smiles at the boy's. "Hey! Names Tina! Ian's aunt." She went to sit down on the couch, throwing her feet up on the table. "I bet you have a lot of questions." She smiles. "And I have no answers! So don't ask." She took out her phone and starts to text furiously.
The door to Kendall's and Logan's bedroom opens again and Kendall walks out, closing the door behind him. The second he turns around, all three boys on the couch yell, "What the hell!?" simultaneously.
The girl smirks. "Nice friends you've got here, freak."
Kendall growls at her. "Shut up." Then he's in front of her. "Why in the hell does my son have bruises covering his chest and telling me that 'Fwathew Gweg' fucking hits him!" He screams.
The red head he's screaming at gets up. "It's not like I fucking knew! Today was the first time I had actually witnessed Greg abusing him!"
"How could you not know? You don't just not notice when they flinch away from your touch! Or was this the only day that you were actually sober?"
The three spectators on the couch could tell that was a low blow, and they didn't even know the girl. "Oh like you're any better!" The blue eyed girl spits back. "You only see him once a month now. I'm surprised that he even recognized you. You're a dead beat dad, and you know it." She smirked at the way Kendall reacted. He stepped back like he'd been hit, a look of shock painting his face.
He recovered quickly, green eyes darkening in anger. "You fucking whore. How dare you!"
"Kendall!" Logan yelled, grabbing his wrist when he saw that the blond had raised it to slap the bitch in the face.
James got up, pushing the girl to the side and held Kendall's face in his hands, forcing the fuming boy to look at him. "Kendall." He said soft, but sternly. "Calm down. Take deep breaths. That's it." He brought their foreheads together.
"He your new toy, Kenny?" She said his name with so much venom, it physically hurt to hear it.
"You-"
"Kendall, no. Look at me. Focus on me, not her." He looked deeply into Kendall's eyes. He saw all the emotions run through his deep green eyes. He saw anger, love, hurt, confusion, but above all he say pain and fright in his eyes.
"Tell us what's going on Kendall. Is that really your son?" James asked.
Kendall sighed and pulled away, by this time Carlos and Logan where seated, so was Tina, but off to the side. He nodded. "Yeah, he is."
"Wait…he said Greg, so did Tina. How is he your son?" Carlos asked.
Kendall sighed heavily, running a hand through his hair. "That's why I didn't want to tell you guys. Look let me start from the beginning." He looked at James with watery eyes. He didn't know what James would think. Would James not mind he has a kid? Would he dump Kendall for it? Would he try to make Kendall give Ian away? Both options would completely shatter Kendall. He loved James, so much. He didn't know how he would live without waking up in James's arms every morning.
He shook his head and started his story. "Back in Minnesota, I did more then just lose my virginity to that guy, I was dating him. His name was Greg and he was two years older than us." He gulped, this part was going to be hard to explain. "So we had sex multiple times, and after a while I started throw up in the mornings and have these weird cramps in my stomach area. My mom thought it was the flu, so she took me to the doctor. They ran a whole bunch of test and it turned out I was pregnant." Kendall didn't want to look up at the disgusted faces he knew his friends had.
"I was pregnant with Greg's child. I apparently have a rare condition that allows me to conceive. T-That's why I insist on having protection, James or I would top whenever I had a fling. You know that pill I take every day? That no one ever told you why I take it? It's a birth control pill." His face heated up. This was fucking embarrassing. He was a guy! He wasn't supposed to take birth control pills.
He continued. "After I found out I was expecting, it took me about three months to Greg and then he told his parents. They where outraged that their son would knock up a 13-year-old boy. They would have been fine if it was a girl, at least it was natural. You guys remember when I was gone for 7 months that year? It wasn't because we had to go take care of a dying relative, it was because Greg's parents had shipped me off to this…freak camp, for lack of better words. So for the rest of my pregnancy, I was jailed in that god forsaken camp." He hugged himself as the memories flooded him. "I was treated like an animal there. I was locked in a room with no window, given just enough to eat and drink for me and the baby. I was tested on. I thought I was going to either loss my baby or die with it." He shook his head, trying to get the memories out of his head.
"One day, at the camp Greg and his parents visited me. They told me that once I have the baby I was to give it to Greg and I would only get to see the baby every other weekend. That's why I was gone some weekends. Now since joining BTR I haven't got to see him as much. I was only 13 and I didn't know how I was going to take care of a kid so I agreed. Point is, I'm technically the mother of Ian and Greg is my piece of shit ex." He finished with a growl.
"But who's she?" Logan asked dumbly, pointing to Tina.
"She's Greg sister. The only one in that family that seems to actually love Ian. Her whole family hates me, including her, but we put our differences aside most of the time to take care of Ian. Now I'm regretting letting Greg have full custody of him." Kendall started crying. "M-My baby. He w-was b-being a-abuse and I didn't even KNOW! I should have fought for him." He broke off sobbing into his hands.
The three other boy's on the couch were to shell-shocked to do anything, so Tina was the one that went to comfort Kendall.
"Kendall, don't blame yourself. You're not around enough to know. If anything it's my fault."
"B-But I should have been t-there." He gasped between sobs.
"This was out of your hands Kendall. Just because today was the first time I actually saw it happen, doesn't mean I didn't have my suspicions. I've actually suspected for awhile, that's why I have these." She reached behind her, into her purse and pulled out papers.
Kendall looked at the papers, a look of shock and then hope crossing his face. "Are these…?" He couldn't finish.
"Custody papers." She smiled. "I have been slowly getting things together. You just sign these and Ian's yours." She smiled. "Ian needs you and you need Ian."
Kendall's face broke out into a huge grin. "Thank you! You don't know how much this means to me." He said hugging her.
"Yeah, yeah. I still hate you and think you're a freak, but you'd be a great father to Ian." She hugged the blond back briefly. "I have to go, good luck with pretty boy." She whispered in his ear and got up and left.
Just like that, Kendall remembered the other three and the fear of losing James. "G-Guys?"
"Why didn't you tell us?" Carlos asked.
Kendall laughed bitterly. "You guys would have thought I was a freak. Not only was I 13, but I was pregnant. I was the one that got knocked up. Can you honestly tell me that at 13 you guys would have understood." The three looked down, shaking their heads no. "That's what I thought." He sighed, moving a hand through his hair. "I wanted to, believe me. I wanted to tell all of you how cute he was. I wanted to tell you about the first time he walked, talked, ate his first piece of solid food. I even wanted to call you guys when he was able to go to the fucking bathroom on his own! I wanted you guys to be apart of his life, but we where so young, we're still young, but can comprehend it better. I-I still want you guys to be in his life. You three are important to me and I want you to be important in Ian's life too." He looked at them pleadingly.
Carlos was the first to speak. "I'm okay with it." He smiled at Kendall's shocked face. "I don't care if you can bare children. You're still you, but your right, at 13 I might have not understood, but at 17 I do, plus I can help you take care of him. I have a tone of younger siblings and know how to handle kids."
Kendall smiled. "Thanks Carlos."
Logan sighed. "I'm fine with it too, actually, I'm interested in asking you questions about how the doctors explained everything. And Uncle Logan has a nice ring to it."
Kendall swooped Carlos and Logan into a hug. "Thank you guys, you're the best."
"We know." They chuckled together.
Kendall pulled back and turned to James. "James…please…say something."
"You have a kid." He whispered. "You have a FUCKING KID!" He screamed.
Kendall got up to get closer to James. "Yeah. I swear I was-"
James sprung up. "Tell me? When Kendall!? When he was the ring bearer at our wedding?"
"J-James…please…" Kendall whimpered. He couldn't take it. Please no.
"What Kendall? You have a fucking kid! How am I suppose to take this?"
"W-What d-do you m-mean J-Jamie." Kendall asked, reaching out to the brunet, but James backed away.
"No Kendall. I'm not ready for the responsibility of having a kid. I'm not ready to be a father."
"Please." He knew he sounded pathetic, but he didn't care. This couldn't happen, he needed James.
"I can't, Kendall. I'm sorry, but I can't."
Don't say it. Please don't say it.
"It's over, Kendall."
No.
James turned around. "I'll move out and Logan can take my bed, so you and Ian can share a room." He walked over to the door and opened it.
"James, don't do this. Please." Kendall pleaded.
"I'll see you tomorrow at the studio, Kendall." James said closing the door.
The last thing he heard before the door completely closed was a tired, 4-year-old voice.
"Daddy? Why are you cwying?"
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