Author's Note: I know I'm still writing my multi chap, but poetry just seems to flow easier for me so I find myself writing it more often, if you could recall this as poetry :). So tell me what you think and don't worry Mr. Todd's mid life crisis will not be left for long!

Disclaimer: I own nothing, and if I did you would know, trust me.

Holding on

I thought I wanted this, but I don't.

I thought I couldn't live without you, but I can.

I thought you were the only reason I had to live, but you're not.

You changed my life.

The moment I met you, the moment I looked into your eyes, I was yours.

But you're not mine.

I could've lived without you,

So I yearned for you instead.

I could've moved onto someone else,

But I held on.

I still am; so are you,

But not to me.