hey hi! I am a long time Rookie Blue fan fiction reader … with finally something I wrote to share. I do not think of myself a good writer, just trying to put words in Andy's mouth, which I wish she said.
Please let me know your true opinion, don't worry about holding back I can take it!
Disclaimer: I do not own Rookie Blue or anything related to the show
(This story takes place episode 4x02 where Andy and Sam are in his truck (the clip is on YouTube if you need a refresher), I pick up where their conversation ends but before Andy gets out of the truck)
Looking at Sam in that moment I couldn't believe we were once again at this place, passing ships that couldn't admit we were meant for each other. Like what the hell does 'she's not you' supposed to mean. As I started to admit defeat with a simple okay something snapped, and then the floodgates opened.
'No, you know what? It's not okay, this is not okay. You promised to fight, you 'proclaimed' to love me. You're being a coward Sam, you always check out when things get hard."
As I took a breath Sam sitting there completely speechless just added fuel to the fire so I decided to keep letting it all out.
"You are going to regret this, just like I am regretting not contacting you before I left. I wanted to do the task force, I am a good cop with great instincts and I wanted to prove myself and I did. And the fact you are now punishing me for that is pathetic."
"I love you Sam and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I never wanted to break up and I never wanted to not be at your side. But I am still here … right now, willing to fight for this, I want this."
"So whenever you come up for air and realize that your 'easy' relationship is not enough anymore, do not come calling. If you can't choose me over her I am done. I am so tired of this back and forth, I know what I want and I thought you did too."
"I never thought I'd the that girl that gives a guy an ultimatum but here I am. You have one week to figure this out, pass that I am done. I deserve to move on and have a fresh start. You if you can't get over yourself and stop fighting against me and instead of fight for us then you will regret this for the rest of your life."
Breathing heavily, staring straight into his eyes I knew I was speaking my truth. I loved him but I deserve someone who wants to fight for me, not make promises and then recant them when it's no longer easy to make it work.
And with that I hopped out of the truck and went in search of a stiff drink with a triple shot.