Cry Alone
There is only so much I can take
Before I drop my guard and finally break
The lives that have ended around me
Are weighing me down, sinking me in the sea
Abba said to never cry
He told me to hold my head up high
Never let them see a tear
Because that lets them see a fear
A fear in an enemy's hand
Is a imminent threat to our land
So if you must, cry alone
No one needs to see you
Weak
My hand killed my own brother,
My blood, to save another
My folly murdered young Tali
My mistake cost far more than Mossad money
The weakest link in Israel
The Achille's knee that makes things fail
I leave destruction in my wake
And leave too many lives to take
Too much blood my hands have shed
Too much that floods my ledger red
So no one dares come near me
Lest they befall the same fate —
— Death
The princesses of childhood tales
Were taken away on a night when a hail
Of bullets shot dead my mother's life
And threw my family in desperate strife
The girl became a warrior
A woman fighting with the corps
And an assassin born of necessity
To gain my father's niceties
So many words he left unsaid
Replaced with beatings that bled me dead
But not quite yet
It would have been far too
Easy
So he bled me till I cried
But not enough for me to have died
And for once in my life
I could not care if anyone saw me cry