Glinda the Good felt happy, content, and steady. After all she had a top position in the government and the love of her life- during the day. At night things made less sense. She often sat up at night thinking and wondering.
How
can I think I'm standing strong,
Yet feel the air beneath my
feet?
She loved Fiyero, yet felt guilty about loving him. He belonged to another. She belonged to another. And yet they belonged together. During the day, when her life was perfect, she felt so guilty. Had she made another choice she would have been colder, dirtier, and more at peace. At night when she cried her tears were bittersweet for they brought her closer to her other love.
How
can happiness feel so wrong?
How can misery feel so sweet?
Fiyero stirred next to her.
How
can you let me watch you sleep,
Then break my dreams the way you
do?
The way he looked at her-as though he saw a darker, greener beauty and the way he touched her, she knew he saw another, but he also saw her.
How
can I have got in so deep?
Why did I fall in love with you?
Why did anyone fall in love, really? More to the point how in Oz could two people fall I love with each other and a third person? She wished she wasn't in love. Her life would be simpler, and she would get more sleep. Yet she would miss these bittersweet moments while O z slept…
This
is the closest thing to crazy I have ever been
Feeling
twenty-two, acting seventeen,
This is the nearest thing to crazy
I have ever known,
I was never crazy on my own…
And now I
know that there's a link between the two,
Being close to
craziness and being close to you.
Fiyero
murmured something that sounded like 'Elphaba' in his sleep. He
was so perfect for her. The Yang to her Yin. But she, Glinda, was
with him now and Elphaba was somewhere far away. And Glinda loved
them both.
How
can you make me fall apart
Fiyero told her that he loved her with his whole heart. He lied, she could see it in his eyes and that broke her heart. She knew he loved her, but not with his whole heart certainly.
Then
break my fall with loving lies?
It's so easy to break a heart;
She didn't now how she could want two loves and resent them for loving each other.
It's so easy to close your eyes
Whenever the subject of Elphaba came up between her and Fiyero he acted as though Glinda were an impertinent child questioning about the whereabouts of a relative on an extended vacation. Maybe it was his way of dealing with his feelings. She tried to get mad at him and show her feelings, but she was too weak. She was to afraid that if she got mad he would leave her and she was too insecure, she loved him too much, to face rejection.
How
can you treat me like a child
Yet like a child I yearn for you?
Oh, Fiyero
How
can anyone feel so wild?
Oh, Elphie
This is the closest thing to crazy I
have ever been ...and
being close to you
How
can anyone feel so blue?
Feeling twenty-two, acting seventeen,
This is
the nearest thing to crazy I have ever known,
I was never crazy
on my own…
And now I know that there's a link between the two,
Being close to craziness and being close to you.
...and being close to you.
