This is a two part one-shot. It's something to get my mind off of "HIM" I am almost done with the next chapter it's just I am stuck on how to tell Sesshoumaru. I don't even know if I am going to let him in on the secret just yet.
But yeah well here ya go another one-shot.
Part one: Forever
The last day I saw her was the day she confessed her undying love to me.
And in return I broke her heart.
Sure during my travels with the group I grew fond of her, but I saw her nothing more than a war just like Rin.
But I knew deep inside that that fondness grew into something more. But I couldn't love I wasn't meant to love, I was Tai-Youkai of the West, Lord Sesshoumaru, I couldn't love, I was incapable of love. No matter how much I argued with myself I lost and I fell in love, and I was scared.
So the best thing I could do was break the bond we had, I told her she was a foolish girl to think that I would return the love.
She stood there, stiff as a rock as I insulted her with words that even the Hanyou wouldn't say to her. She inhaled before looking into my eyes and saying the one thing I will never forget in my entire life "Forever."
I stood there shocked I couldn't believe that I had actually done that, I knew I was in love with her but I did nothing about it. I was honestly scared, and this Sesshoumaru was never scared. So I did the next best thing I could think of, get rid of the thing that scared me. But now I realize that the thing that scared me was the thing that held my heart.
Since that day, she's been gone never returning, but I knew I would see her again, hopefully I didn't die during my wait. I had lived at least 2 centuries before she arrived and I was barely at the human age of 18, by the time I reach her time I would be at least 20 or 21.
A few days after her departure the Hanyou presented me with a gift he thought rightfully belonged to me.
The red ascot that adorned her clothing and a Sakura blossom charm of hers. On one of it's petals in blood red ink the Kanji for "Forever."
After receiving the gift, I vowed that I would wait, find her, and make her mind this time.