Looking back on it, it would have been wrong if it had been planned out. I can't imagine my first time being all roses, wine, and Barry White music playing in the background. That is more Lana than me. On top of his desk in the Talon after hours that had been me. The only thing that now confuses me and feels a bit off is the fact that it happened with Lex. I guess if you were really nice you could say we were friends but the truth of the matter is we were more like acquaintances. He was my dads boss and Clarks friend. If it hadn't been so incredible I'd be ashamed of what I just did but for some reason I just cant do it. I feel warm inside a little sore but so relaxed so great. One minute we were laughing and closing the Talon up for the night (Because Lana and a bunch of the wait staff were out with the flu which left it up to Lex. Lana had asked me to help since I regularly stayed till close and knew what to do and he didn't.) and the next thing I knew we were kissing like maniacs. Some how Lex directed us to his office and then it happened. It happened so quick its all a blur one minute it was just kissing and groping the next my panties had been moved to the side and replaced by his fingers probing me. It was uncomfortable at first but I relaxed and he sunk in. He stood perfectly still and just looked at me he looked stunned whether it was because we were actually having sex or because I was a virgin or both I don't know. It hurt at first but Lex fixed that by using his hands on me. I just want to state the man is a god. Although I have no one to compare him to I've heard from other girls about how bad there first time was. Of course they all slept with boys while I just got fucked by a 21 year old man. And shit I wonder if people will be able to tell when I'm around him. I'm sure he wont show anything when I'm around but I don't know about myself. I just hope I don't act like a fool.
The next day as I approach the Talon where Clark asked me to meet him I look for Lex's car it isn't there and I'm both relieved and disappointed. I hate to say it but I think I might have some feelings for him. I'm not saying I love him or anything but the man is hot we had sex and to be honest I would like to again. Oh well I doubt Lex Luthor would actually come back for seconds especially under the circumstances me being 16 he being my dads boss. Plus cant forget the fact that he is Lex Luthor a sexy rich man surrounded by models. God he must have thought I was a joke.