I went to see Never Let Me Go in the cinema last year with my Mum and I will be totally honest, I have never cried so much at any film. All the way home, I was crying silently, the way you do when you just can't stop. Normally, I'm not a poet. But this is what I wrote the moment I got home after the film and got my hands on paper and pen. It's not directly related to Never Let Me Go, but that is what inspired it. I hope you like it.
It's like standing on a motorway
You feel as if you're in one of those dreams where you can't move
Except you know this is real
Far away you can hear the sound of an engine
Slowly getting closer and closer
Now you can see the headlights as they rush towards you
You want to run, you want to scream at the driver to stop
But you can't
The lights are blinding now, there's only seconds left
And there's nothing you can do about it
.
It's like being alone on a train track
With the rails stretching endlessly away from you
You don't know which direction the train is going to come from
All you can do is run
But you don't know if you're running away from the train
Or towards it
The slightest vibration starts the countdown
You run on blindly as the last words are written
The final chapter at the end of your book
You know you can't stop it
But you run on still
.
It's like falling from the sky
You reach out and grab for something to halt your flight
But your flailing hands close on empty air
The secret holding clouds offer no help
Their deceiving softness soaks your soul
Underneath is the revelation of how far you have left
The patchwork ground you walked upon so carefree
See it from here
You'll be back on the earth soon enough
Count the slipping seconds that remain
.
It's like being in love
When you feel as if your whole life is in the hands of another
You have to place your absolute trust in them
Trust you have to believe in
But trust you may not have
Everything you ever were, are or could be hangs by a thread
Except now it's not you holding it
You know they could let go at any second
And then you would be left to fall
To stand alone on that motorway or train track
As the seconds ebb away
.
So I'm begging you, love; for me, for you
Please don't let me go
Thank you for reading.
~EndlessMidnightSky~
