Perfect Blue
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Often times, colourblind Kerosene would go to find Near, simply to ask him what colour something was. She did it all the time, no matter where they were.
Near, what colour is that car? What colour is that building? What colour is L's cake?
To Near, it seemed never-ending; he was always being harassed to describe what the colours "felt" like. He hated this. He could barely deal with normal human emotions, so how was he supposed to explain how a colour made you feel? The few times he didn't mind was when the object in question was already a shade of black or grey, for Kero would simply say 'Oh', and walk away.
One afternoon, while
Kero was sitting on the floor of Near's bedroom, watching him build
a house of cards, she asked,
"What colour are your eyes,
Near?" she smiled, waiting patiently for an answer. The boy didn't
look up, just kept carefully stacking the cards while considering the
question. After a moment, Kero cleared her throat,
"Near, I
asked—" he cut her off,
"I heard you, Kerosene."
The truth was, Near
wasn't sure whether or not he should answer her question
truthfully. He'd never lied to Kero about the colour of something
before, but he wasn't so sure this time. Why? Because Near's eyes
were grey, just like the rest of Kero's world. He had started to
notice that she seemed slightly sad when she learned that something
was simply monochromatic. Kero was put off when an inanimate object
was grey…how would she react to finding out that someone she cared
about was just as plain. Finally, after much hesitation, Near decided
to answer,
"Blue." He said in his quiet voice.
"Hmm?"
Kero looked at him and tilted her head, her blonde hair falling away
from her face.
"My eyes are blue." He repeated, feeling
slightly guilty. A smile broke out over her face,
"Really?"
she asked, sounding excited.
"Mhm..." Near still refused to
look up.
"Just like mine then! Near, we have something in
common! I told you that there had to be something."
When the boy finally
looked up after a few minutes of silence (which was never a good sign
when Kerosene was around), he found her staring at the ceiling, a
dreamy look on her face,
"You know…I bet our eyes are a
perfect blue," she said in almost a whisper, "Bright and
cheerful…just like the sky on a sunny day." Kero looked at Near,
who was unable to break her gaze. She searched his eyes for any signs
of emotion for a moment, but then gave a slightly sad, but knowing
smile. She moved to gently drape her arms around him, pressing her
cheek to his and whispering,
"Thank you, Near."
---owari---
