Be warned that there may be some violent and disturbing chapters so be warned before you decide to read.!

I was driving through the storm to the boarder house to stay my beloved Stefan. He was everything to me, he always protected me when there was trouble or vampires about, knew how to make me smile just by kissing and hugging me or telling me he loved me, he was perfect. We have had our ups and downs but we have always fought through them like any other couple would. Stefan always made me feel safe and loved and someone who I could want to be with to be happy, I would give up my life for Stefan to be with him forever. But my mind soon found its way to another face, the older brother, the one who had saved my life many times too even though its not his place to. When my so-called mother Isobel told me Damon was in love with me i didnt know what to say or think, but that's all I seem to think about lately.

"But you took a risk with Damon, how did you know he was going to give it to me?" my mother stood there and looked at me and just plainly replied "because he's in love with you"

I dont want this to be history repeating itself but I do care for Damon and I think that he cares for me but I dont think Damon is in love with me, I mean that cant be possibly can it?

I driving up the lane to the house when I got the strangest feeling that something was not right, not right at all but I couldn't put my finger one it. I got out of my car to realise the boarding house was dark and abandoned. I slowly walked up to the abandoned mansion and reached for the door handle, which I hadn't done in awhile as Stefan or Damon always answered it before I get there, sometimes they would both be there to answer to, it was like they had race to see who could greet me first into their house. I sounded the door handle twice and still no one answered, then I tired turning the handle but it was locked! That was extremely weird it's not like either of them would have to lock it with them both being vampires. "Hello! Stefan? Damon? Anybody?"

"Elena" the sound of Stefan's voice made me jump, I quickly turned around to see him standing a meter away from me

"Hey Stefan" I said with a smile as I walked up to him and flung my arms around him, but he didn't seem so happy to see me

"Elena, what are you doing here?" I looked at him confused by what he just said to me

"I'm staying tonight remember, did you forget?"

"sorry Elena, I've had alot on my mind"

"You wanna talk about it?" I reaching my hand and cupped his face but for some reason he flinched by my touch like he was disgusted by it

"If i did it wouldn't be with you Elena, just go home you silly human" he started to walk off into the boarder house, I was shocked by what he just said to me, it felt like has just ripped my heart out or even so some had ripped his out. "Stefan wha-"

"JUST GO HOME ELENA!" and with that he used his vampire speed to get in the house, I ran up to the door and tired to open the door, but he had locked it again it was like Stefan didn't want to see me, what have I done?, why was he being all weird?

I walked back to my car and sat in the driver seat for a moment and thought of what was making my boyfriend so rude, I started the engine and was driving home through the storm again which I just got soaked in thanks to him. I parked outside my house and walked up the front steps when I heard something russle in the bush, it must have just been the wind I thought to myself. I opened my front door when I saw Jenna in the kitchen sitting at the counter "hey, I thought you were with Stefan tonight?"

"I thought so too" I said to her as I walked towards the kitchen and leaned on the counter while I put my head in my hand

"what happened? Is everything ok with you two?"

"I don't know Jen, I went there and no one was in the house, so I turned around and Stefan had just arrived back home, and he was all weird and harsh with me like h didn't want me there"

"He didn't hurt you did he?" she got all concerned and worried.

"No, don't worry Stefan's not and never will be the violent type, he think he was just in a really bad mood with Damon as per-usual. It's ok I will just phone him or something tomorrow"

"Okay well stay here with me, and I will make us a hot chocolate with marshmallows and cream and we'll have a long girly chat. What do you say?" I loved Jenna so much she know how to make me smile she was more of a sister to me than my aunt. "I say that's extremely perfect" I smile as she grabbed two mugs.

Me and Jenna were talking for hours about boys, school, friends, and family. It's amazing how much we can make a conversation out of just about everything. I walked us stairs and into my room, shot on my pyjamas brushed my teeth and jumped into bed. Then I did what I always did every night, I reached under my pillow and pulled out my journal and began to write.

Dear Diary,

Tonight was extremely weird... I went to Stefan's to spend the night there like we has planned last week, and when I got there the house was all locked up and abandoned which I knew from the start the something wasn't right. Then a few minutes after Stefan appeared out of nowhere and was quite nasty to me, when I touched him he flinched and backed off in disgust then he walked away and then when I asked him what was wrong called me a 'silly human' and shouted at me and then went in to house and locked the door. I hope he is ok and that he will be alright tomorrow.

Elena

I put my Journal on the night stand and turned off my light and drifted off to sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

I will be continuing this story, Please before you read anymore just be warned that there will be some violent and maybe disturbing chapters, so be warned before you read anymore if it will effect you in anyway, thank you.