You always told me that you'd be there.
At my house, as we both drape ourselves over my sofa, and I talk as I hope you'll listen but you're already asleep.
At the park, as the leaves fall around us like snow, and you look so cute with a leaf caught up in your hair again.
At the beach, when the sky is so heartrendingly beautiful and overcast it makes me wish I had a camera so I could capture the view like you captured my heart.
In the car, when I have to remind you not to speed, because we'll be there an hour early anyway since you're always so insistent on punctuality.
On the road, begging you not to cry because I'm alright, I'm still right here, but you don't hear me, you never do anymore.
In our bed, when i try to warm you up when you're shivering but I'm too cold, always too cold.
At my funeral, watching you cry over me, and feeling my heart break again and again because no matter what you promised me, it won't matter if I'm not there for you.
At your house, trying to hold you as you cry and scream and curse the world, and wishing there was some way to make it all right again.
At the cafe, watching as you still cant quite move on, because your 23rd date this year ends up in failure.
At the cemetery, as I howl and wail because I'm to blame, I'm the one ruining his life, it's all my fault, just let me die already.
At the bookstore, when you lock eyes with that shy girl behind the shelf and I hear your heart begin to heal.
At the altar, when you say your vows, and I cry because you've finally moved on, but you've finally moved on.
At your job, watching you sneak looks at the family picture you have in your wallet, but seeing that faded, bent-up picture of me you still keep around.
At the hospital, watching your eyes slowly close as I can finally see you hear me, for the first time in a lifetime.
You were always there for me. You just never knew that I was too.