Bellas POV
I was pacing back and forth
thinking about how and why he could have possibly had been
three weeks,he hadn't been at school and it was driving me crazy. I
mean what did i do, did i say something. I tried to think of anything
affensive i could have possibly said before he left. Nope. Nothing. I
finally sighed and crashed face down on my bed.
"You
shouldn't stress yourself like that Bells" I lifted my head and
turned towards the door to see Jacob Black leaning casually against
my doorframe. Trying not too look to cool. He walked in and sat next
to me on the bed.
"You shouldn't blame yourself for that
bloodsucker leaving, I
dont think there was anything you could have done."
"Like
you care. You two hated each other." I slid off the bed to go
stare out the was raining,again. Perfect
fits the mood.
"Bella"
"Just
leave me please, i just want to be alone for a while."
"Bye
Bells"
Jacobs POV
It'd
been 3 weeks and she was still moping around. I couldn't talk to her
about that bloodsucker
it only made her more sad. So i let her be alone when she told me to
go only she knew how i felt about her. I was too much a
coward to tell her, with her so fragile right now wasn't the best
time.
I saw her pacing and decided to talk to her. Charlie
wouldn't care. She told me again to go away, i obeyed only so she
wouldn't hate me. He
should have known this would have happened, but he left her anyway.
He said he was crazy over her and then he up and left her, tearing
her apart. The next time i saw him , if he wasn't smart enough to
stay away, i'd kill him myself. How dare he hurt Bella like that.
She's in love with him.
Alice and
Edwards Conversation after he left Bella
"Edward! What have you done!! I just saw what you said to Bella,
How could you!!!" Alice yelled chasing after Edward as he walked
around the garage.
"Alice you know exactly why i did
that."Edward said coldly staring at the floor of the garage at
the Cullens."Edward"Alice whispered knowning her brother
could hear her,"You've torn her apart, the only reason she
didn't beg was because she was so taken back. You promised her."
"I
KNOW WHAT I PROMISED HER ALICE DONT YOU THINK I WOULD REMEBER SUCH A
PROMISE" Edward bellowed at her. Alice didn't budge as Edward
began to throw things,"I'm a heartless monster for even saying
those things to her"He threw a oil can at the wall, smashing it
to pieces."I need to get away from here"
"Where are
you going to go?"Alice asked curious."I dont know, all i
know is that i need to leave.I could almost hear her heart breaking
today."
"Edward,just go back and tell her you still love
'll forgive you I know she will"
"How could she
forgive a monster like me."
Alice rested her hand on Edwards
shoulder."Don't
leave."
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"Bella
you have to get out of this moping stage,things will get er better."
Charlie said one morning as Bella sat across the table staring out
the window,lost in her own world.
"Huh , no dad im
fine."Bella shrugged,taking a bite of toast then grabing her
bag."Gotta go,later dad" Bella walked slowly out the door
puting on her coat ,she threw her things lazily into the cab and
climbed in. As she was driving she kept looking besides her,expecting
to see Alice chirping on about something Bella was wearing but she
saw nothing. She sighed as she parked at Forks High. She walked up to
the entrance she was immedately charged by Jessica and Angela.
"Hey
Bella whats up?!"Angela beamed at her, her smile quickly
faded."Whats wrong Bella,did something happen."Angela
quickly stepped in front of her cutting her path to
just stared into the classroom, she couldn't believe he was actually
in some strange reason she became over powered by rage and
anger,but she secretly just wanted to kiss Edward.
Bella shook her
head at the girls as they walked away and hung up her coat without
even glancing at Edward,he was gazing at her. She walked up to her
teacher asking him a random question about anaphase. She's
stalling Edward thought. As Bella tried to
seem very interested in what her teacher was saying,shaking her head
in agreement and laughing at his cheesy jokes. The bell rang. Now she
had to sit next to him.
Bella sat down carefully setting her books
on the opposite side of her trying to fiddle with something in her
bad. Edward coughed slightly "Hello?" not turning to face
him she simply replied "Hello Edward" she said flatly. "Are
you angry?"He said gently nudging her arm, Bella sighed and sat
up opening her book and still didn't look at him" No"
"Ok?
How have you been?"he asked confused.
"Why would you
care? Or even want to know?" She replied coldly looking up at
him. Now Edward could see the circles under her eyes, the sadness was
overwhelming. She looked like she hadn't slept for weeks. Her eyes
looked watery. He couldn't stand it, he looked away."You look
like you haven't slept."He said shortly."I haven't been
able to get a good nights sleep no" She looked back down at her
notes and the book, he could hear her sniff as she used her sleave to
wipe at her eyes. "Bella i really want to talk to you, alone."
He whispered."Why?"
"Just please I need to talk to
you."
She sighed"Fine where and when."
"Let
me drive you to my house after school"
"Roaslie will
kill me"
"Don't worry about Rosalie"Edwards hands
balled into fists.
"Okay ill meet you by the volvo." She
answered as the bell rang Bella quickly sighed.
Lunch:
Conversation at the Cullens lunch table:
"She
agreed to come to the house so that we could talk" Edward
whispered to table froze,Roaslie slowly turned towards
Edward."Your going to get back with her aren't you"She said
coldly.
"Rosalie its none of your busniess what Edward
intends to do"Alice cut her off. Edward smilied at Alice She
should know her place Alice
smilied at her thought."Yes Rose i intend to try and
aplogize."Edward said staring across the room at Bellas back.
Bella turned and smilied gently at Edward,he returned the smile
before she turned around again. "I think she'll accept."
"Of
course she will Edward.I told you it'd work out."Alice said
assuringly
"I hope she does,she was fun to embarass"Emmett
,Emmett,Jasper,and Alice laughed remebering how Emmett and
Bella often "wrestled" Emmett always let Bella she
didn't Edward would interven and take Emmett outside.
Edward
remebered Bella challenging Emmett one day.
"Awww what Emmett
are you scared of lil ol me"Bella said gently punching Emmetts
arm as Emmett laughed at her.
"Scared of what? You? Why
should I?"
"You just know I'll win"Jumping up and
down like a boxer Bella jumped around Emmett in a circle as Edward
laughed at her.
"Love becareful."
"I'm not
worried,if he hurts me.I've got you"Bella winked at with
that Emmett picked her up and over his shoulder."Whos winning
now!"Emmett boomed at Bella as she laughed"Hey! No
fair!!"
"Edward? Hello????"Emmett waved his hand
infront of Edward bringing him back to reality."Brother you
back?"
"Yeah yeah yeah I'm here."Edward moved
Emmetts hand out of his face.
In the
Volvo on the way to Edwards House
"Where
were you"Bella finally asked after being quiet ever since she
sat in the car.
"What do you mean?"
"You've been
gone for three weeks,where have you been"
"Alaska...I
need some time."
"From what"
As they pulled up
to the massive Cullen residence Edward immedately opened Bellas
walked silently up the stairs to Edwards he shut
the door Edward sighed.
"Bella you've been all I can think
about since"he gulped" That day."
"I can't
look anywhere without seeing your face,i miss you so much."He
said sitting next to her on his looked at the foor"Same
for me"
Edward sighed as he lifted her chin slowly with his
forefinger"Bella i only left to protect you" Bellas eyes
enlarged in anger and she stood up in front of Edward "From
what! Being with you? Wow good job Edward.I haven't slept since you
left! Jacob had to force me to eat and my dad my dad wanted to send
me to Jacksonville!!!" she sat there he tried to
speak but was immedately cut off"You promised me Edward! You
promised you'd stay,that you would never leave!" She walked
towards the double doors looking out at the forest"I thought you
loved me..."She whispered.
