Hi guys, so i ope you all enjoy the story! It will get better because chapter one is always the hardest for me! Note: I own nothing and all rights go to Cassandra Claire.

POV -Simon

As I lay in bed staring at the ceiling I hear my stomach grumble from hunger. The rest of the clan is starting to stir and the hotel is soon alive with little creaks and voices not heard form the outside. I decide to take a quick shower before heading out into the evening. I go into a alley and start waiting for some business man to come out of the realtors office. Geez I hate realtors. when he walks to his car which he so foolis- I mean conveniently parked in the back of the lot where all lights and cameras where non existent. I stepped out of the alley way and make my way behind him but he doesn't notice because he was to absorbed in his cell phone to notice the outside world. Knocking him out I drag him out of sight and start to feed. When I'm done I put the man by his car, the poor guy wont even know what happened. When I'm done cleaning up my mess I hear a chuckle from the roof and Raphael suddenly appears behind me.

"Good work Cariño." he purrs.

"Yeah yeah whatever." I sat not really feeling proud of what I had just done. Before I knew it I was slung over Raphael's shoulder and being brought back to Hotel Dumort. Walking in I could see the others smirking about my current state. When we got to our room He threw me promptly on the bed and said "Stay here for a minute and then we'll go." and walked into the bathroom closing to door behind him. I heard the water turn on so I tried to open the door as quietly as vampirely possible I left the hotel room and went to go explore the hotel and see if I could keep myself hidden from him long enough for him to give up looking for me. Not that I don't appreciate all that he's done for me but ever since I decided to come and join the clan he's watched over me like a hawk. Space bro, space.

On my way down one of the halls I bump into Lilly.

"Simon Raphael's looking for you." she say and knows all to well that I really don't care.

"Thanks but I really don't feel like being with him after last time." I say shivering with remembrance

"You know that he didn't mean that about your friends, I'm sure he thinks of them as more than snacks, I know that I would consider then at least a full meal!" Lil says jokingly

"Well gee thanks. I better get going before he has a chance to drag me to wherever it is he wants to go." And just as I turn to go back the way I came I come face to face with a very pissed of, shirtless, and dripping wet vampire who stares at me like he's planning my murder inside his head ...shit...
"Our. Room. Now." He commands and since it's no use trying to sneak out again I sulk back to the room. A few moments later I hear the door open then slam shut. Raphael looks like both an angle and a devil walking over to me as I sit nervously in the old chair in the corner.

"One thing! I ask for one thing and you still disobey me!" he booms looking now more distraught than anything.

"Well sorry that I don't love being treated like some sort of pet!" But I soon realize I've said the wrong thing as he comes closer putting his face only inches away from mine.
"You are mine and you'll do well not to forget that Daylighter." He says in a soft voice that scares me with more terror than the loudest yelling could ever induce.

"Fine. Now were are we going?" trying not to let my voice waiver but failing to do so which leads to coughing as thou it might be an excuse.

"Just put on something tight," he says eyes slowly moving over me making my skin burn from embarrassment. "we're going to a club."
He then goes to the bathroom to continue getting ready. When Raphael, Lilly, 10 other clan members and I go we walk down a few blocks and go into a club exclusively for downworlders. The music blares and the smoke and lights become hypnotic. Colorful lights and smoke from some machines filled the air forcing there way into every space not filled by the clubs occupants. I sit at the bar until Raphael takes me to the center of the dance floor and starts grinding on me in an exotic and seductive way. In his tight shirt and chiseled body he looks like something Michelangelo himself sculpted. I don't start really dancing until Raphael pulls me closer pressing our bodies tougher, grinding and swaying to the beat of the hands on my hips and his face so close to mine made me fill with passion and lust until I couldn't stand it anymore.I grabbed him and pulled him in for a long hard kiss not caring who saw. the bond from fledgling to sire was on thing that drew me to him and I convinced myself that it was the only thing that was making me feel this way. I'm not gay right? But his lips on mine were the only thing that seemed to be sustaining me in that moment, the way he tasted like spices. I couldn't deal with it anymore the bond, my feelings, my realization that i was still kissing him. Oh shit I'm kissing him... He's gonna be pissed! I broke away not daring to see the look on his face and started running down the street back to the hotel.

It was a struggle to make it up the stairs without looking behind me. I wanted him, I wanted all of him. Racing down the hall and into our room I locked the door going to the bed and laying down on my side. I thought about what had just happened. Why the hell did you just do that? Damn it Simon your such an idiot! dancing is one thing but I freakin kissed the guy! The dancing is something that everyone one does but not the kissing! Simon Lewis you are officially screwed. I sat up and put my face in my hands thinking of all the ways he could torture me. Suddenly the door opened and Raphael slammed it shut for the second time tonight. My face paled with fear as he came towards me and I sat there like a small child waiting to get scolded for drawing on the walls. He yelled at me in Spanish and his face was filled with rage and confusion and something I couldn't quite place. He grew quiet and just stared at me his chocolate colored eyes piercing me like a knife.

"Why daylighter, why did you do that?" He asked sharply

"I- I don't know." I offered. I have no flippin idea why I kissed you... well he is pretty sexy . Wait sexy? what am I thinking? another man can't be sexy!

"Cariño." He said looking at me the way a starving man looks at food. He walked over to me pushing me down on the bed pinning be there. His eyes filled with lust and he lowered his lips to my neck fangs brushing the delicate skin teasing. He started nipping the skin then giving bites and kissed that made me mewl.

"Cariño what do you want?" he said into the nape of my neck. "Do you want me?" he asked teasingly in s husky voice. I nodded thinking there was nothing else I wanted more right now.

"If you want me then tell me." He said sitting up no longer pinning me. "Tell me exactly what you want."

The voice in my head said it's just the bond you don't like him. It's just the bond you don't want him. It's just the bond...I think.

"I want you." I said in a strong decided and hungry voice. I cut off what he was about to say with a kiss, opening my mouth letting his experienced tongue slip in. His hands gripped my shirt pulling it over my head then grabbing my shoulders and pulling me into a bruising kiss, I melted. My human side, my thought and reason flew out the window as I let my animal side take control. We were a mess of claws, fangs, and blood. He started biting my neck licking the blood as it trickled out of the bit marks he had just made. I exposed my neck leaning my head back so that he could have full access to it, each bite hurt but was also the best feeling in the world. Tearing off his shirt my hands roam his body until my fingers are at the waistband on his pants.

So that's chapter 1 and I hope you guys all like it! I'll be coming out with new chapters later so please stay tuned! 3