A/N:
Okay, first the Youkai Lawyer seal.slaps it on No, I don't own,
rent, lease, sublet, or timeshare Inuyasha or any of the other
characters from the series, nor do I have anything to do with the
wonderfully inspiring song by Monica.
I gently dipped the
piece of cloth Kagome called a hanker-chief into the bowl of water
beside the futon. Carefully I placed it on her forehead, and frowned
at the sight before me. Her skin was as white as the cloth, so pale
that I could see the small blue lines beneath the skin.
'Baka'
I thought angrily at her, 'You're a weak human, you should have known
better,' but I couldn't convince myself that I was angry, I was sure
if she were awake, she would have yelled at me for being so stupid,
or worse, sit me. 'If only you would now, oh I would suffer a hundred
sits, if just to hear the voice come from your precious lips.'
Sango
peeked her head in the doorway, and I glared at her, causing her to
quickly duck back outside. With a sigh I rose to my feet and went out
to meet her.
"How is she," she whispered and I shook
my head. "She's still asleep, I..I don't know." Stupid, I
berated myself for looking so weak. Kagome needed me strong right
now. "We won't know till morning, if she can last through the
night, it will be a good sign." How I hated the truth, how much
it hurt me to realize it, and to explain to Kagome's adopted sister
that she may die before the sun rose again.
"How are
you," she said and placed a gentle hand on my shoulder. I
snarled and she quickly moved away. "I'm just fine, I'm not the
one dying because of Naruko's illness. Now get back to the village
with the others. You heard what Kaede said, if it is a plague, then I
will be the safest with her, I can't catch diseases. I will come down
at first light and let you know." Sango nodded, and I could tell
she wasn't pleased with my request, but knew it was the most logical
thing to do.
I turned quickly and reentered the small hut.
Kaede said it was where they brought the sick, to keep the rest of
the village safe from them, and I could smell the sickness that
lingered in the walls. It made me want to move her out of here, from
this place of sickness, into the clean night air of the
forest.
'That wouldn't be such a bad idea, if I thought her
body could handle the moving,' I thought to myself, 'Baka, you could
do it, and the fresh air might do her good, it's a warm night.' With
the resolve firmly set, I carefully scooped her up in my arms, noting
how incredibly light she seemed. The illness moved quickly, and I
felt as though I were carrying air. Gently but firmly I pulled her
against my chest, cradling her in my arms, so that the only part of
her body that could possibly move were the ends of her legs, and
leapt off into the woods. Quickly I traveled towards the perfect
spot, a field of clover and moss that grew near the stream where she
and Sango so often loved to go bathe. It was soft and fragrant,
nothing like that dank hut.
With the greatest of care I placed
her down on the new soft bedding and a faint sigh escaped her lips.
Worriedly, I pressed my head down against her neck, feeling the faint
pulse of her heart against my lips.
'Thank goodness,' I
thought softly and carefully pulled myself away from that incredible
cloud of scent that was always Kagome. With a soft growl, mostly to
shake myself from the drunken stupor I always felt after being close
to her, I headed down to the stream to cool off. The cool water felt
good on my hot skin, and I took deep breaths, till I could regain
myself.
'Damn woman, how does she do it' I thought as I pulled
the sleeves up on my fire-rat armor off his sleeves and ran the water
along my arms.
'How can she effect me like this,' I grumbled
in my thoughts, cupping some water in my hands and running it in my
hair, dampening it. I sat back on my haunches and stared out at the
river. 'Baka woman, she shouldn't have gotten in the way,' I mumbled
and closed my eyes, recalling the cause of all this.
The
poisoned arrow was meant for me. Even though I didn't know it at the
time, I knew that it contained something dark and sinister, I could
smell it. And Kagome just had to get in the way, 'stupid woman', as
if she could handle being shot by a regular arrow better than
I.
Kagome shifted in her sleep and I quickly hurried to her
side. She was shaking from head to toe, and as I placed my hands on
her arms to steady her, I pulled back in shock. She was beyond
burning up, she was fire hot. Quickly I scooped her up and jumped
into the stream, moving into the deepest part and kneeling down,
holding her against me.
'I have to cool her down' I thought
and realized that I was scared, I could taste it all around me. I
could lose her, any minute now.
'NO!' my mind shouted as I
scooped water with my hand and ran it over her forehead, holding her
against me with my free arm, feeling the heat induced convulsions
still wracking her body.
"Please Kagome, don't leave me,"
I whispered in her ear, my voice choking in my own throat.
Unconsciously I nuzzled her neck affectionately, "I don't know
what I would do if you left me. You promised to stay with me, please
keep your promise."
When I first saw you I already
knew
There was something inside of you
Something I
thought that I would never find
Angel of mine
Holding
her close, breathing in everything about her, I remembered our first
meeting. When I opened my eyes, for what seemed like only an instant
after that horrible moment of my sealing, there she was, standing in
front of me, looking amazed. I thought for only a moment that she was
Kikyo, but when she stepped up to me, angry and determined, and I
first breathed in her fragrance, I knew she was not Kikyo, and on
some level, something much more wonderful. Of course I couldn't tell
her that.
I look at you, looking' at me
Now I know
why they say the best things are free
I'm going to love you
boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine
Despite everything,
she stayed with me, she trusted me with her life, even when I tried
to take it, for that stupid jewel. She accepted me, every part of me,
without reserve or request. Kikyo could never do that, no matter how
much she claimed to care for me, she still wanted me to become human.
Kagome has never once asked that of me. She had become my best
friend, and the person most important to me, and I hadn't even really
noticed the transition. Maybe cause she was from the start.
How
you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you
helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When
I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy
you're right on time
Angel of Mine
I wasn't the same
Inuyasha from 50 years ago, I wasn't even the same Inuyasha from a
few weeks ago. Everyday, in some small way, she left her mark on me.
She taught me to trust again, she taught me what real courage was.
She rushed into battles ready to aid in anyway she could, even though
she lacked in some of my strengths she had this spirit that made her
stronger than me.
Nothing means more to me than what we
share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last
night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of
Mine
"Kagome" I whispered in her still ear, feeling
her body beginning to cool down, "I have never told you before,
and I don't want to risk losing any more time waiting now. You risked
your life for me, more times than I can remember, and you continue to
do it. Why did you have to place yourself before that arrow. After
all the pain I caused you, how could you still willingly give your
life for me." I paused a moment, "You mean more to me, than
anyone in my life ever has. Even Kikyo. I know what I told you, I
know I promised to go to hell with her, but I can't. I can't choose
hell over heaven, and I can't choose Kikyo over you. You have become
more than a part of my life, you are my life." I stared down at
her still form, "Please don't leave me alone Kagome." I
bowed my head and buried my nose in her hair, loosing myself in her
scent as if I were desperately trying to absorb it into
myself.
What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep
inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above
(Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love
(Boy you showerd me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're
right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of
mine)
I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it
were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I
only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw
you I already knew
There was something inside of
you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel
of Mine
Kagome heard something, a voice coming from the fog
of her mind, 'Wake up Kagome, wake up" She struggled against the
weight of her weakness, trying to open her eyes. "You have
become more than my life, you are my life. Please don't leave me
alone Kagome." She knew that voice, that wonderfully warm, soft
tenor voice that made her skin tingle. The words took a moment to
sink in their meaning and she smiled through that fog. Suddenly all
this pain and confusion was worth it. She gathered all the strength
she had left and pushed through the barrier keeping her in this world
of grey. The moon hung bright above them, and it took her a moment to
realize where she was. She stared blankly up at the night sky, before
her body reported back to her brain exactly where she was.
You
came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah
yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed
me love, uh huh)
I'm shakin' for ya, boy you're right on time
(But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh
mine)
In his arms, so close she could feel his heart beating
with hers. His warm strong arms holding her against his firm
protective chest. His nose tickling her neck as he breathed deeply
against her hair. She caught a glimpse of silver and black
intertwining together in the moonlight and smiled. Carefully, so not
to break the spell, she lifted her arm and ran a fingertip against
his ear, feeling the silkiness of the fur there. He stiffened and
slowly lifted his head, looking down at her.
"Hello"
she whispered softly, staring into those golden eyes of his, feeling
her heart speed up in her chest. He stared back at her, the surprise
and wonderment open for her to see.
"Hullo" I
whispered in return, staring down at her. The moon made her look even
more translucent and unearthly. Truly an angel in my arms. I couldn't
move, couldn't breathe. I didn't want to break this moment. I was so
afraid this was just my imagination, and that if I even shifted a
little, this image would ripple away.
"Are you real,"
I breathed softly and she smiled.
"Hai," she
whispered as softly, "I didn't want you to be alone," she
said, explaining it all. She had heard, she knew.
I stared at
her, before I realized I wasn't breathing, and carefully forced air
in and out, my eyes never leaving hers. Her fingers traced the
outline of my ear and something inside of me burst. I pulled her
closer as I bowed my head and captured her lips with mine. As if
expecting this, she wrapped her arm around my neck and pulled me
closer.
'Oh Kami-sama, if this is a dream, never let me wake,'
I thought blissfully as I finally tasted those soft lips.
'He's
kissing me," Kagome thought with amazement as she pulled him
closer with the little strength in her arm. He was shaking, I could
feel it, and I realized that it was relief. He thought I was going to
die, and I returned the kiss with all the emotion I could
muster.
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm
different now, you helped me grow I look at you lookin' at me
Now
I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for
ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
"My
angel," I whispered against her lips, pulling back only enough
so we could breath. "My angel" she replied and smiled. "Now
Inuyasha, can I ask what I'm doing in this river."
I
laughed softly, this would be an interesting night.
A/N: Okay,
before anyone asks.this is a simple songfic, no continuing
story.cause frankly I'm not sure how I could continue this .
