So, I just watched the first four seasons of Skins (the British Version) and I absolutely fell in love with it.
This is a letter to Effy that Freddie wrote in the book where he wrote that he loved her eighteen trillion times. It's like Effy was looking through it, and it fell out. Anyway. Hope you like it! :)
For Effy
My dear Elizabeth,
I loved you from the moment I set eyes on you. That first day of college, when you were in your dad's car. I fell in complete and total love with you. And it drove me mad. Seeing you with Cook, it
was gut-wrenching. You broke my heart, you know. You broke it into a million tiny little pieces, and you stomped on it. Every time I saw you, it broke even more. We all love you, still. You know I love
you. You know Cook loves you. J.J. even loves you with his weird fucked up brain. But the thing is, Ef, even though you tore us apart in every way imaginable, you also glued us together. I'm so glad to
be close to Cook again. It's you who did that. Sure, you made us hate each other so much we could barely stand it, but that brought us closer together in the end. That night at Gobbler's End was so
incredibly fucked up, but I got to be close to you. That shit with Katie, well, that was unnecessary. Or maybe it wasn't. But that doesn't matter now, What matters is that I love you so much, I will do
anything for you. Absolutely anything. That whole thing with you and Cook leaving, well, that was scary. J.J. and I, we didn't think we'd ever see either of you again. And we wouldn't have if you hadn't
called. But that party, that you threw at your house. That was really scary Effy, really bloody scary. I'm glad you're getting help. I fucking love you Ef. Yours forever,
Freddie