--The water looks so peaceful and calm today, Risa thought to herself as she stared off into the ocean. Nothing has seemed to change; at least that's what everyone else thought. She came here everyday after school though, to sit next to the large fountain that had always seemed to be there. It was the one thing that was still there. It always reminded her of what once was and how she wishes it could be. Knowing it never will be, this is just self torture for herself everyday. Always sitting there, without saying a word. She hid it quite well, the fact that she was upset. The thing is that even thought she all ways appeared to be happy she wasn't even alive, in a sense. She was just there. Soullessly carrying on with her life, and nobody could even notice. Everyone just thought she had a crush on him, that she was just another fan girl. They even convinced her that, that was all he thought she was. The finally blow for her misery to turn it into nothingness. It still dawned on her mind, every second of every day. She was thinking about him. Tomorrow was the anniversary of the horrible event that caused her life to be the way it is now. I suppose her life would be a lot better if Daisuke was still in town. He had moved but still wrote her every day. It wasn't enough though, not anymore. She needed someone to cry on. The only person she wanted that to be was Dark.

When she returned home, at the same hour as usual these past two year, a shiver ran down her spin. She had not read tarot practically since that day. For the first time in two years the headed up to the attic. The door creaked as she pushed it open slowly. It seemed as if she had left time standing still in this very room. That all of the things about him and there time together were left here and she just embraced herself in them. A gust of nostalgia swept across her, but she fought back her emotions. She was rather good at it now because she had been suppressing them all this time. She swallowed hard and took a slow step forward. With each inch it should have gotten easier, but it only got harder. Fighting the pain to run out of the room in tears, she shook it off and continued to the desk. Everything in the room was still and exactly as she left it those years ago, except everything was covered with a thin smog of dust. She sat down at the desk and placed her hand over the top card. A surge of electricity stung her hand and she realized that she couldn't do this. With a tear fighting its way through her eyes she fought back and hurried out of the room. It's too much, she thought to herself panting outside the doorway. Riku was there now, looking at her sister with a confused expression.

"You're such a weirdo" Riku said as she walked up and sat next to her sister in the hallway.

"Go away" Risa said sternly

Her sister Riku had been very rude lately because Daisuke had moved and they were going out. Even though Risa knew that he never truly loved Riku. She could feel it, but she was not mean enough to tell her sister that. I suppose he only went out with her to keep his mind off of something or off the fact of who he loved. Awhile back when dark was still here, Risa had been doing tarot for Daisuke and found that he had strong feelings for someone who was not her sister; he just had not realized them yet. It didn't really bother her because they were best friends and wanted to see him happy.

"Why are you up here?" Riku asked

She knew she couldn't tell her she had a feeling, she didn't feel like dealing with the ridicule.

"I just felt like it."

"Oh well I came up here to ask you something but now I forgot what it was."

"Oh, well let's go down stairs, I'm sure dinner is almost done."

"Right"

Risa followed her sister down the stairs. She didn't even realize her sister was talking to her until they sat down to eat.

"Are you even paying attention to me Risa?" Riku asked in an obnoxious tone.

"Sorry I was in a daze."

"You get stranger every day"

Risa didn't even respond to her sister's crude remark. She was to busy day dreaming again.