Written By Kaede

Hiya guys! It's me Kaede... (you: oh God) anyway, this is a poem about Chris Perry Halliwell, he's sooo cool. Anyway, yeah. Enjoy.


Building Higher

It's so hard to keep doing this,

To let someone else in-

When everyone knows that

It's better to have loved and lost-

"What if that's all I do?

Love and lose?"

&

With every beating raindrop

The question intensifies.

From up here it feels as if I'll never fall down,

Yet the boundaries I walk

Are tried again everyday.

"It's dangerous" I know

"What have I got to lose?"

&

--That I haven't lost already?

&

I breathe in the heavy smell of ammonia,

And flick away the sensors,

As smart as they are—

Incomparable to you,

It's not as easy as I thought it would be

To go on living.

&

I can sit here all day long now,

And think of what I can't find,

But I know if I want to move forward

A little,

I have to build up the walls

Higher than they were before.

--Kaede


Yes! I know it's a poem and it's like a crime against nature to like review. But defy nature, be an individual and tell me what you think.