"WaterDripping"

"Inhale" "Exhale" What had made it come to this I thought.Nomore a question now. A plea of sorts to help make sense of the raging thoughts and whirlwind of emotions.

The more I think the more I begen to question everything uptil now. Its been 2 years since I left U.A after the second year to find what made being a Symbol of Peace meant.All the battles and hardships will mean nothing if I turn my back on my old self. Everything and everyone who suffered or paid a much higher price will have done so in vain.

"Hahaha Hehehe" "As the roaring laughter became a whispering chuckle.""What kind of lunatic talks to himself." "The more troubling question is why does the lunatic answer."Even after entrusting One for All's secret to them out of fear of what I'd become doesn't soothe me out of paranoia.

But it doesn't.

How could it when everything I've ever believed in got thrown out the window. It doesn't take long for the madness of the worlds expectations to crush you.

Just like it doesn't take long to lose the precious people that make it all worth it.My mother was killed because they wanted to me. Todoroki lost his left eye protecting me. My best friend was hurt because I couldn't do what was necessary. Kachan lost most of the feeling in his arms holding them off so they could get me and Uraraka to saftey. Alot of good that did. All it took was one look of defiance from her to know she was going back to help. We still havent fou..."Stop it I don't think I can keep reliving everything. Every moment is torture. If I can't save everyone if I can't save those around me... why did I want to become like him. "

"All Might".

"How did you deal with this. Did you block it out or become desensatized to it all. Its all I think about now days."

"Give in you know its right there in front of you."Shut up Shut up Shut up SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT THE HELL UP."

"WHO AM I TO TAKE THAT RIGHT? ANSWER ME. WHO AM I TO SAY WHATS RIGHT AND WRONG. Who am I to say whats just and what's chaotic.""Who am I to say anything more than anybody.""Sad little Deku it isn't a right to be given no rights are. You must take it... ""Haven't I taken enough already. The face of the basterd villan that ended her won't leave me alone. I killed him and forsoke everything I fought for and belived in..."

"Isn't that enough... Why should others pay for something they didn't commit.""WWWWHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY"Dear God why..."

"Always pathetic little one aren't you. Everyone is guilty of something. If you let them get away with one thing it will only grow till it's to late to turn back. Don't pray to God even if the world turns its back on you I'll still be here. Waiting and watching... Forever and Ever... ""Let. Me. In. ""Let. Me. In.""Let. Me. In. ""Let. Me. In"Ill make it all go away..."That was six months ago. Even as I stand in this bloody battlefield surrounded by Heros and Villains dead or worse. I still want to know...

"Why had it come to this. "

"And why was it so easy to say yes."