A/N: I'm just messing around, I don't know if it's going to be a one shot if any one likes it and wants me to continue I will but I'm just going to have fun writing it.
Disclaimer: I own nothing of course.
Sean returned 6 months later in time for summer vacation. He says that he cares about Ellie and he will always love her he just doesn't know if he wants to date her so he's currently hanging with Emma, they don't go out but she wants to and he's confused about her too. He has the tattoo of Emma's name on his chest and Emma saw it but didn't say anything. Ellie says she doesn't care that he's hanging out with Emma but she does, she still loves him but for now she'll just find comfort elsewhere. Ellie moved out of her moms and lives alone. Sean lives next door to her with Jay.
At the dot Sean and Emma were talking about how their summer was going and how Emma couldn't wait for Sean to start going back to Degrassi.
"It will be so cool you know just like old times before you and Jay started hanging out." Sean really wasn't paying attention he was lost in his own world.
"Yeah cool, but you know I still hang out with Jay I mean he does live with me." Sean knew what happened between Emma and Jay, but really couldn't be mad it was Emma's choice and he somewhat felt responsible.
"Yeah I know but you aren't the same guy that used to hang out with him and steal stuff, you've changed." Emma smiled at Sean and he gave a half smile back. He changed because of Ellie, if he wanted to help Ellie he had to be a different person, someone that didn't cause her pain.
"Yeah but so has Jay, he's not the same person he actually has somewhat of a heart instead of not having one at all." Speaking of Jay he had just walked in and spotted them and started walking over.
"What's up Cameron, hey greenpiece what's going on." He smiled a coy smile at Emma as he sat down next to her.
"Not much what's up with you?" Sean asked Jay but jay was starring at Emma.
"Not much just stopped by the store to get things for the party tonight. So greenpiece you coming?" Jay asked he never took his eyes off Emma. Sean felt a surge of anger and jealousy in him.
"Didn't know you were having one, I might go you're going to be there right Sean?" Emma and Jay looked over at Sean he just nodded his head. His attention was on the redhead that just walked in. Emma didn't see her but Jay did.
"Hey Ellie come her a sec would you." Emma had looked up to see Ellie walking over caring a sundae in her hand. Jay got up and told Ellie to sit but instead Emma moved to sit by Sean. Ellie didn't care.
"Hey what's up guys?" Ellie said into between bites. She sat next to Jay.
"Nothing much so I'm having a party tonight you coming?" Jay asked he grabbed the spoon from Ellie and started eating.
"I didn't know you were having a party. I might just stay home and call the cops to make a complaint." Sean and Emma laughed and Jay took another bite while Ellie pulled the spoon away from him.
"You better not or I'll steal your keys and lock you out, and damn girl share." Jay tried to reach for the spoon again but she shoved it along with half the sundae in her mouth. Sean sat and observed he had never seen Ellie this nice with any one except her friends, and he never saw Jay act like this. But he didn't think much of it.
"Damn Ellie slow down you might get a brain freeze." Emma said while laughing Jay had returned with a spoon and started eating again and Sean started drinking his soda.
"Well what do expect from a pregnant person?" Emma looked at Ellie like she had six heads, Sean spit out his drink and Jay almost chocked. They all looked at her shocked and then she started laughing.
"I'm kidding; anyway I have to go see you later." Ellie got up and left.
"Yeah I gotta go start setting up for the party and get back to hating Ellie." Jay got up and took off.
"That was weird Jay was being nice, but it's good to know I'm not the only ex-girlfriend of yours he hates." Emma looked at Sean who had a blank expression on his face and then he turned to her and smiled.
"Well he has his moments, and he likes you more than Ellie, you should have seen how they fought when we were going out. He things she changed me, but with you he wasn't there for the whole relationship and well he did hook up with you, so that's gotta count for something right?" He chuckled a little and she smiled and hit his chest and they got up and left.
Jay was right he went back to his old ways at their house he, Emma, Jay, and Ellie were setting up for the party and they hadn't stopped fighting.
"I don't care how much you argue with me Jay if the party goes past 1:30 I'm clearing everyone out and if they don't leave I will call the cops." Ellie and Jay stood face to face yelling at each other about what time the party should end. Jay said 3 Ellie said 1:30 they were getting nowhere.
"If you call the police I will, well I don't know what I'll do yet but it won't be good so just shut up and change your mind about it red." Jay yelled back at her while Sean and Emma just watched.
"Well it's not that bad she hasn't hit him, and he calls her red he's calling her by her hair color which is way better then greenpiece." Sean chuckled and Emma looked at him confused While Jay and Ellie kept fighting.
"That's not why he calls her red Em." She looked at him and nodded she knew, there were rumors about Ellie around school. They figured they should break it up and went over there to intervene.
"Guys come on why don't you just compromise. End the party at 2 it will be much easier don't you think." Emma looked at the both of them, Jay rolled his eyes and said whatever and Ellie shrugged her shoulders.
"I'm going home I can't stand to be in the same room with him any more." Ellie yelled at Jay and walked to the door.
"Some body better hide the knives and other sharp objects." Jay yelled and Ellie turned around and picked up the cup and threw it at him and yelled I hate you at Jay and Stormed off. Sean and Emma gave him a disgusted look.
"That was not cool man, even for you. You should go apologize or something." Sean said and Emma nodded her head in agreement.
"What I didn't do anything she started it. Whatever I'm going out." Jay grabbed his coat and stormed off slamming the door behind him. He needed to go for a drive to clear his head.
"Well that was interesting." Emma said with a small laugh as she took a seat.
"Yeah I told you they could get into it over the tinniest of things." He laughed and took a seat next to her. She started staring at Sean and he stared back.
"Sean, I still have feelings for you." She said and soon looked at the floor. Sean a bit shocked but happy looked over at her and smiled.
"I still have feelings for you too Emma." She looked at him and smiled and leaned in to kiss him. They kissed and then it turned into a full on make out session.
Ellie got home and looked for her keys then remembered she left them in her bag and left her bag at Jay's she groaned she knew she had to go back as much as she didn't want to she took off walking again. Jay got in his car and realized he forgot his keys, he hit the steering will and got out the car and started waling back. Ellie walked to the house and was about to go in when she saw Emma and Sean making out on the couch. She was hurt, she wanted to cry but didn't they were over there was no reason to cry. Just then Jay came up and looked at her she looked sad and he looked to see what she was staring at and saw what she saw. Realizing Jay was there she took off back home completely forgetting she didn't get her keys she kicked the door angrily and sat down. A few seconds later Jay walked up and sat down next to her.
"Locked out again." She didn't look at him she just shook her head. He stood up and grabbed her hand.
"What the hell are you doing?" He had pulled her up and she quickly snatched her hand back. Jay leaned over and lifted a flowerpot.
"Relax I was just getting this." He showed her the key and went to unlock the door. She walked inside and he followed.
"So greenpiece and Sean back together." He sat down on the couch next to her.
"I guess, but whatever I don't care, he can do what he wants." She grabbed the remote and turned on the TV hoping to end the conversation. No such luck he grabbed the remote and turned off the TV.
"Hey I was watching that." She lied and put her feet on the couch and shoved him with her feet.
"No you weren't you don't even know what it's called." She laughed and he picked up her feet and put them in her lap.
"Well it doesn't matter I was still watching it." She laughed as he started tickling her feet.
"Sure or you were trying to end the conversation. Come on tell Papa Jay what's the matter." He said as he leaned in and started kissing her neck.
"Jay stop, there's nothing wrong." He didn't listen he just kept kissing her neck and she started to laugh. He moved his hand up her shirt and started trailing kisses down her neck.
"Sure, so you want me to stop." He said between kisses and then looked up at her. She kissed him on the lips and he kissed her back and then broke apart.
"What do you think?" She asked lifting his shirt. She saw the bandage across his heart she knew what was under there but every time he insisted on covering it up.
"I think you want me just as bad as I want you." She laughed and started kissing him again. He kissed her neck and she scratched at his back and kissed his neck too. Soon he removed her shirt to. They continued making out for a while and he picked her up and moved her to the to familiar bedroom and laid her down on the bed they were about to go further when the doorbell rang.
"Damn it, don't get it they'll go away." Jay said and continued kissing her. She stopped him and gave him an "it could be someone important look." So he got up and put his shirt back on and threw her shirt to her.
"We'll finish this later." He said and leaned down to kiss her and went to the living room and answered the door.
"Jay what the hell are you doing here." Sean looked at Jay confused and Emma looked just as confused as Sean did.
"I came to apologize and make sure she didn't do anything to herself." It was times after Ellie and Jay hooked up that he would act nicely towards Ellie, but they gave him a weird look and he knew now wasn't the time.
"Really you did?" Emma asked walking in and sitting next to Sean on the couch.
"No she was locked out and I had a spare so I let her in and went to the washroom." He changed his story and sat down opposite them on the couch. Ellie had emerged from her room after recomposing herself.
"Hey what's up guys?" She didn't look at Jay and Jay didn't look at her. This had been going on for months. First it started out as just sex and soon they started developing feelings for one another but they never admitted it to each other but they could tell 'cause they insulted each other less and when they did the insults were weak. Soon after they fought to make it seem like they hated each other they would apologize for it and that's when he started covering his chest.
"Nothing you left your purse at my place and I thought I should return it." Sean extended his arm and she walked to get her purse, but she dropped it and reached down to pick up her purse when she stood up she threw her hair over a shoulder, wrong thing to do.
"Ellie what happened to your neck?" Emma asked noticing her neck. Ellie moved her hair back and looked like she wanted to die and Jay tried to change the subject. He stood up and grabbed the cup of red soda and tried to walk into the kitchen. Ellie was trying to get away and bumped into him spilling the soda all over his white shirt.
"Oh shit Jay I'm so sorry here let me get you a towel." She ran of into the bathroom and got a towel and tried to wipe it off but it was no use.
"You better soak that before it stains." Emma said and Ellie went into the kitchen to run some cold water in the sink. Jay took off his shirt and threw it in the sink and returned to the living room as Ellie went to go retrieve him a clean shirt.
"Wow Jay what happened to your back." Emma asked she saw all the scratches on his back and he blushed slightly.
"Aren't you observant today greenpiece? It's none of your business." Ellie had just walked back into the living room and handed Jay the shirt and went back to the kitchen.
"Isn't it obvious Emma, Jay was having some fun with some random girl and she got a little carried away. Must have been someone really good and wild to leave marks like those? Special to I suppose." Sean noticed the bandage and Emma laughed thinking it was some chick from the ravine.
"Why do you say that?" Ellie asked taking interest in what Sean had to say about the mystery woman.
"Well because his chest is covered. He has a tattoo of Alex's name across his chest and well I figure she means something to him if he covered it." Ellie smiled and blushed but looked away before any one noticed.
"You have a tattoo like Sean's let me see." Emma realized a few seconds to late what she said and now she had six pairs of eyes fixed on her.
"Man you showed her your tattoo." Jay looked at Sean with a shocked expression on his face wondering why he would show her a tattoo of another girls name. Ellie started coming back to the living room a little happy that Sean had a tattoo like Jay's maybe it was of her name.
"No she must have saw it some how why didn't you say anything." Sean knew what this meant and he didn't like the fact that she knew Jay didn't even know he had Emma's name.
"I figured if it were important you'd say something." Ellie came back in the living room and stood behind the couch listening to them.
"We went and got them together we decided to put the women we loved names on are hearts." Jay knew what this meant it meant that Ellie would find out Sean loved her and they would be over. But he shouldn't care it was just sex.
"Oh Sean that's so sweet." Emma leaned in and kissed Sean and Jay looked confused and Ellie was starting to realize what was going on.
"Sean let's see the tattoo." Ellie said she wanted to make sure she needed proof that he was over her.
"It's not a big deal it's just a name." He tried to get out of it but it didn't work so he took off his shirt and reviled Emma's name. Jay looked a little relieved and shocked. Ellie looked hurt and started walking back to the kitchen.
"Jay I think it came out I'll just wash it with the rest of my clothes and dry it." Jay sensing that Ellie was upset tried to lighten the mood.
"Wash it with your unmentionables." Ellie giggled a little and Sean gave him a weird look Ellie didn't seem upset, Emma gave him a slap on the knee.
"Jay you never told us who this mystery woman. Is she pretty, older, nice, and good in bed? Come on lets hear it." Sean was trying to change the subject and Emma turned and seemed interested. Ellie had come into the living room and pulled up a chair to listen.
"Well there's not much to tell." Jay was trying to avoid the subject but it didn't work.
"Oh come on Jay normally your one to brag, so spill." Sean was really interested in it for some reason and so was Emma, Ellie wanted to hear him get his way out of it.
"Fine, she's about my age, um she's very nice and it was just an affair." Jay looked out the corner of his eye at Ellie she was smiling and she looked at Jay and he smiled back.
"Well is she pretty, and as Sean put it good in bed. And what do you mean an affair is she married or got a boyfriend." Emma asked him Sean laughed a little and Ellie sat staring intensely.
"She's beautiful, and I don't think I should be discussing how great she is in bed. No she's not with anyone we're just keeping it a secret." Ellie looked ecstatic he called her beautiful.
"So she's great in bed, I'd like to meet her." Sean joked and Emma playfully hit him and he smiled at her.
"So then you don't really like her it's just an affair nothing more, she's just great sex like all the other girls." Emma asked Jay because she always thought they Jay liked her.
"Well I think this is enough talk about the girl who wants pizza." Ellie was trying to change the subject she didn't want to hear the answer she didn't want to get hurt again.
"Of course Em, Jay's not capable of loving someone else right Jay? Supreme Ellie and a lot of sauce." Sean didn't wait for the answer it was always the same Jay never cared about anyone else.
"It was just and affair." Jay answered anyway and Ellie seemed a little hurt and Emma smiled a little Sean shrugged his shoulders and went into the kitchen to grab a soda.
"So then it's settled it was just an affair. Anybody want a different topic." Ellie picked up the phone and Jay stood up and leaned on the back of the couch while Emma moved into the kitchen and wrapped Sean in a hug and kissed him.
"None of that in the kitchen please I have to cook here. Jay what do you want on your pizza." Ellie asked sounding a little upset he looked at her and saw the hurt in her eyes and smiled.
"I'm sorry." He said and Emma and Sean turned to look at him he was actually apologizing to Ellie that was a kicker. Ellie blinked away tears and shrugged.
"It's ok." She wanted to cry heartbroken in no less than ten minutes must be a world record. Sean and Emma sat down at the table.
"I didn't mean to fall in love." Ellie dropped the phone and Sean and Emma looked at Jay confused.
"What do you mean what are you talking about." Sean asked he wasn't even paying attention to Ellie.
"It was suppose to be just about sex but it turned into something more I fell in love with her." Jay answered Sean's question never taking his eyes off Ellie who looked like she was about to cry.
"Wow Jay's in love we should celebrate; oh the party isn't it almost time we should get started come on." Emma pulled Sean up and Jay tore his eyes off Ellie.
"I never meant to fall in love or you never meant to care 'cause you know there to different things." Ellie asked him she needed an answer. Sean and Emma were walking to the door and stopped.
"What does it matter El he has a natural human emotion for another person. Let's go people." Sean tried to walk but noticed no one else was so he stopped and looked at them all.
"I never meant to fall in love." Jay replied ignoring Sean and looked at Ellie.
"Well then I guess I don't need to order a pizza." Ellie was trying to blink away tears and once again no one knew what the hell was going on. Sean saw that Ellie was about to cry.
"El what's wrong?" She looked up at Sean and Emma they were all staring at her.
"I cut my finger, you guys go on with out me I'm going to clean this up." Ellie made a cut on her finger with the knife so no one knew. Sean and Emma left but Jay stayed behind.
"Ellie" He didn't say much because she ran over and kissed him hard on the lips and he kissed her back passionately when they released each other she spoke first,
"I never meant to fall in love either." She smiled and he smiled back and kissed her again.
So should I continue or stop or re-write it and take their relationships differently before they admit they're in love or what? I'm open for suggestions but you have to review.