Your love Means Everything

Prolouge

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I couldn't stop the tears that fell.

I couldn't stop the heart that ached.

And I couldn't stop my mind from returning to him, no matter how hard I tried to keep my thoughts directed on something else.

How did I get like this? My choked sobs nearly drowning out my own thoughts. When did my life suddenly go straight to hell? Damn it, why did this happen!?

"Jake?" I heard the concerned voice of my father at the door, but I could'nt bring myself to get up and open the door. I couldn't even find my voice to call back to him. "Jacob, are you alright?"

I opened my mouth to answer, but the only sound that came out was another sob. And then the tears continued on again.

"Son, please, open the door." Billy begged.

I could only cry more as I burried my face in my pillow, trying desperatley to keep him out of my thoughts.

After five minutes of Billy sitting at the door, listening to his only son cry his heart out, the sound of his squeaky wheel-chair began as he rolled away from the door.

I listened intently as I heard Billy wheel himself the the living room, flick on the old-aged TV set, and sigh. "God, if only your mother were here..." He sighed, and I couldn't help but start crying again as I heard the soft weeps of my father.

Damn it, why!? Why did it have to be him!? Why couldn't I have imprinted on anyone else but him!? I don't undertand it, why did I have to imprint on him;

Edward Cullen.

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Okay, I know that was really short and all, but I promise the actual chapters (since this was just a prolouge thingy) won't be nearly as short as this.