WARNING:
AU (it's obvious), a little typo (maybe), Sorry if this story is too short. One Shoot.
Disclaimer: Hunter x Hunter Togashi-sensei.
Rated: T.
Genre: Hurt/Comfort.
With pair: Kuroro x fem! Kurapika
~ Please, Be Number 1 In My Heart ~
Don't you know, that not all your desires can be realized? As well as this one disire. I just wanted to you, become the number one in my heart. But it seems isn't easy.
You know, feeling is can't be forced. Just as you feel. You told me, you can't be number one in my heart. You also told me, that you didn't like me. I can't accept it. I'm trying to make you understand my feelings. And finally, you hate me.
I know, all you do is the best for me. However, i just don't understand one thing. Why did you changed since you started to know her?
Yes. She is. That girl what made you change. You turn into the rough,callous and didn't have heart anymore. All that you do, just for her. What's wrong with me?
I repearedky tried to call you. But, you didn't respond my calls. I sent you a messages, even if you never responded it. What's wrong with me?
When i went to school, usually you're always greeted me. "Good morning.", "Sloppy morning. You're always late." And, i missed it. Right. Since she was entering your life, there's now no longer a gap for me back. I regret having refused your attention. No, i don't regret it. I just don't like your way.
Now, i'm the one who always say hello. Try the familiar back to you. Tried to melt your cold heart. Trying ti get back into your old self.
Now, if you read this letter, I hope you understand, that i don't hate you. In the fact, i love you with all my heart.
You're like a rainbow in my life. If you were not there, i'll not have color. Your voice is like the chriping of birds in the morning were wonderful. I you were not there, i'll be lonely. Your smile is like a endless gold. If you were not there, like i lost all my possessions.
Thank you, because you were present in my life. You're coloring my life. You gave me the knowledge that i don't know. Greetings to her. She's who has made you changed.
Everything i write here, is purely based on my broken little heart. This incision, never recovered. You also once said, "Leave! Get out of my life! Don't you appear in my life again!" And i'll do it.
When we meet someday in the future, please smiled to me again.
Kurapika.