Hello again! I'm back with more romance-obsessed, badly written DISGAEA fics!! yay!!
but first.. just to clear some things up:
a. if you don't like AdellxRozalin or LaharlxFlonne or romantic fics all together, then this is NOT for you.
b. any words in (..) are ROZALIN'S THOUGHTS ONLY. no one else's. bwaha.
c. im sorry if it sucks. but im only doing this for fun!
d. reviews make my life (:
Disclaimer: Despite my sick, twisted wishes, i do NOT own disgaea or anything involved with it. i'm only a simple obsesser.
Chapter One
"I am a being of solitude."
The faces of the people standing in front of her were blurred. To her, they were nothing but threats. But one of those reckless humans crossed her path and before she knew what she was doing, she blasted him into an oblivion. The words "Trust this." rang in her head when suddenly she came to her senses.
"Adell! NO!... What have I done? I'm sorry, Adell! Come back!..please!"
Rozalin woke up, drenched in her own sweat. A dream.. No, a nightmare. It was only a nightmare. Rozalin's eyes searched her surroundings, at first forgetting where she was. She was completely engulfed in darkness; even the small windows in the room let off little light. That's when she realized she was back in 'her room' in Adell's house. She wondered how long she had been asleep– the last thing she remembered was Adell embracing her and saying "Trust this." and... She blushed at the thought of what had happened next. But what did happen?
It wasn't long before Rozalin decided that she wasn't going back to sleep anytime soon. So, she stretched out her body, and quietly opened her door. She glided down the hallway to the stairs, fingering the rail as she made her way down. Her eyes stared intently at the floor, hoping that she would remember where every creeky floorboard was placed; she worried that even the slightest noise could wake the residents of the house. Rozalin was almost completely down the stairs when she saw a light from the kitchen. There, she saw Adell with his head in the fridge. Out of instinct, Rozalin immediately took a step back, landing directly on the loud floorboard that she was earlier trying to avoid. She let out a gasp and froze as Adell turned around. She had been spotted.
"Rozalin.. You're awake..." Adell said confidently.
"Yes.. Uhm, how long have I been asleep?" Rozalin replied while walking into the kitchen.
"Well, if you slept through he night, you would have been going on day two.. but I'm just glad that you're awake, finally! We were worried you'd never wake up!" Adell let out a forced chuckle and gestured for Rozalin to take a seat at the kitchen table, "Want an unopened soda?", he said as he grabbed one out for her even though she had not given him a response. The two then took their places at the table. Adell began to chug his soda while Rozalin simply played with the top and stared at it. Rozalin had so many questions to ask Adell, but where to start? Maybe now wasn't the right time. Adell could almost see the question written in her eyes.
"So, it's official. I was a demon after all. Heh.. Funny how things work out, isn't it?" Adell said while scooting his chair closer to hers. Rozalin's train of thought was disrupted by his comment and she looked up at him. A demon? She would have never guessed.
"Hm, I had a feeling that you were too powerful to be a mere human!" Rozalin spat. Even though the remark was slightly cutting, Adell was just happy to hear her talking.
"So.." Rozalin started, "those masked demons.. They were actually– ?"
"Yup, my real parents. I guess you could say I killed my parents, eh?" Adell interrupted. Rozalin sunk in her chair, regretting questioning him about that.
"Adell.. I'm so sorry. I wish I would have known.. Or– "
Adell cut her off again, "Don't worry about it. They wanted to be killed. Besides, this is my family now."Adell shrugged. Rozalin assumed that this would be a touchy subject, but she was surprised at how open Adell was being. Adell had opened up to her, she felt is was time for her to open up to him.
"I remember everything now, you know, about my past? Yes, the memories.. I've been dreaming about them. All the people I had slayed, all the innocent people I had hurt– all the lies I had been fed.." Rozalin looked up at the ceiling, attempting to not let a tear fall. But, she failed as a single, hot tear escaped from her eyes. (Adell.. I hope you didn't see that..) ...Of course he did.
Adell reached his hand over to wipe away the tear. He was amazed at how perfectly her cheek fit in the palm of his hand. He stared at her for a moment before taking a breath and preparing what he was about to say. Rozalin's crimson eyes looked at him, her face not moving a muscle. Adell then gently directed her face towards his.
(Please don't tell me you love me.. Please. Adell, I can't be with you.. Not with me being such a monster.. I can't let you deal with me.. Please, Adell..)
"Rozalin.. I love you." The cool, confidence in his voice completely shocked Rozalin.
(Adell.. no..) Rozalin lightly jerked her face out of his hand and sunk even deeper into her chain, gazing intently at her feet. Moments of silence passed between them before Rozalin finally decided to speak.
"Adell.. Listen: I.." but her words were broken by his voice.
"No, don't say anything. I get it. Listen, I gotta go outside. I'll talk to you in the morning, okay?.. Goodnight."
His voice was friendly, but fake. Rozalin watched as he rose out of his chair was walked out the door. Her face burned as she felt the tears begin to cascade out of her. But she couldn't go after him. It was only best for him.
So, Rozalin just sat in the kitchen, her face in her lap. The pajamas that she borrowed from Adell's mother were now damp with her tears.
(Look at what a mess I've become. I went from being a wonderful, primp, proper princess to being a misguided orphan sitting in a kitchen, crying over her broken heart. If I went back in time and told myself about this.. I would have laughed. Or maybe I would have done something about it.. maybe I would have concealed my identity sooner. Maybe I would have stopped myself from ever having met Adell. But I did meet Adell.. And I'm so lucky...) Rozalin then realized what needed to be done. Enough was enough. She was Zenon, the heartless overlord, but she was also Rozalin. And if Adell loved Rozalin, then it was up to him to stay with her. She put her worries aside, wiped her face and snuck out the door.
When she opened the door, it didn't even make a sound. She popped her head out from the side to look around. Adell was sitting on the porch, his back to her.
"Man, look what I've become.." Adell sighed to himself. Rozalin felt her heart drop, for she thought those very same words to herself.
"It's better this way.." he continued, "It's.. better–" Adell's words fell from his mouth as he felt arms wrap around his neck. Rozalin had kneeled behind him and pressed her body against his. Her face made its way around his hair and to his ear.
"I love you, Adell." she whispered. Adell felt his ears heat up and his face blush. He then stood up, letting Rozalin's arms drop to her sides. Confused, Rozalin looked up at him for answers but found only his same goofy smile smeared across his face. But it was his eyes that were different. They held emotions that Rozalin had never seen before. Adell then reached down to Rozalin's hands and stood her up before throwing her into an short embrace. The two then stared at each other awkwardly for a moment. It was then that Rozalin laced her fingers through his hair and kissed him. It was a soft, innocent kiss that lasted seconds. They broke apart for only a brief time before Adell pulled her back into another kiss. This one, however, was more passionate. Rozalin's hands clutched Adell's hair, while his hands wandered her back, almost as if they were looking for a place to settle. The couple was overcome with feelings that they had never felt before. Adell was used to avoiding girls and Rozalin was used to hating humans. Even though Adell was originally a deamon, after they killed the fake Zenon he had to have reverted back to his human self. But here they were, fiercely kissing in front of his house.
They felt their feet begin to move up the porch steps, heading towards the front door, though their lips never parted once. Adell actually missed the front door and slammed Rozalin into the side of the house. She didn't seem to mind though since she continued their kiss as if nothing had happened.
"Rozalin," Adell broke apart the kiss, "Let's go to my room.. Come on." he grabbed her hand and she followed him to his room.
When they got to his room, Adell shut his door turned to Rozalin. He took both her hands and led her to his bed. They sat on the side of the bed and began to kiss again. Rozalin was in her own world– she didn't even notice how his shirt was off his body and in her grasp. This is when she stopped the kiss.
"Uh.. Adell? Listen," Adell began to kiss her neck while she talked, "Uhm.. uhhhhh maybe we should just go to sleep. I mean I don't want either of us to get caught up in the moment or do anything we might regret or.."
Adell abruptly cut her off, "Rozalin.. I wasn't thinking of doing anything like that." he smiled. Rozalin, feeling more reassured, kissed him one more time before crawling into the bed. Adell situated her so that they were facing each other. Their eyes met, and they embraced, falling asleep in each others arms.
Fin (of chapter one)
Sooo tell me what you think so far? cause yeahhhh.. the only person who has read this fic before is my bestest friend, miss amelia, and, let's face it, she's gonna go easy on my pathetic attempts at writing haha. review away my friends!
