A/N: This is being told from Stiles P.O.V. Drabbles always help me start writing so my Merlin story is coming along.
Choices
When people tell you that you always have a choice they're lying. Well maybe you do always have choice, but what if in the end everyone gets hurt, starts to hate you and then goes all crazy werewolf on your ass.
Okay, so maybe my situation is kinda different, it's not every day that a teenager who was pretty sure that he was as straight as an arrow(okay a bendy arrow but only if it's the right guy or I'm drunk) finds out he's in love with two guys who aren't even human.
Derek and Scott are two extremely different people personality wise (their werewolves' side have way to much in common like the urge to randomly try and attack me, which is so not cool).
Scott my best friend since before forever even existed; he's the cute adorable guy that worries too much. The guy that makes you feel safe even when he's trying to kill you. Scott has flaws though like the ability to completely ignore me when I'm saying something important or make me feel like I'm loser for not having awesome werewolf powers. When we started our thing though it was like it came straight out of a great gay fairy tell. I'm serious it was perfect the circumstances didn't even matter it was just Stiles and Scott.
Derek was and still is a mystery. A mystery that I had fallen in love with while Scott was out playing house with that thing (I actually like Alison but she ruins everything). Derek doesn't make me feel safe; in fact in I know he's dangerous. He has told me multiply times that he won't hesitate to kill me but after days of meeting to talk about Scott's furry little problem I fell in love. After spending so much time together I just know he loves me too. Derek has major flaw though; he likes to keep secrets. I've told him everything there is to know about me, I've told him stuff I haven't even told Scott yet still he tells me nothing. My complicated, borderline abusive thingy with Derek is amazing but some days I wake up and ask myself can I handle this for the rest of my life.
I should have known it would all come falling down it was the same thing that happened with my mom. Now they're forcing me to choose (how come the one time they agree on something I end up upset…assholes) between them…..how did Bella do this without killing herself?