A/N I was just thinking, like I tend to do when I have free time, and my thoughts turned towards Jessica and Mary. The way I figure, the boys still miss them, despite avenging them years ago. This can be set any time after season three, so knock yourselves out. Also, this can be a Sam or a Dean POV, whatever floats your boat. :) ~Sammy
She should be happy now, up there, in heaven. She should be smiling down on him.
He hadn't thought of her for so long now. He hadn't whispered her name in his sleep. Hadn't yearned for her comfort when he awoke from a nightmare. Hadn't recalled her arms holding him close as thunder rumbled through the skies.
The memories, the love, the soft smiles, the carefree laughter, the beautiful blonde curls. He had let it all go.
Because she was taken from him by that fire.
Because he swore to avenge her.
Because he had finally let her spirit rest in peace.
So when he awoke one night, with her name on his lips and and ache in his heart, he sought out his brother.
Only his brother could possibly understand the pain jolting through his very soul.
Because his brother too, lay awake in his bed, tears shining in his eyes. His brother too, remembered witnessing cruel flames eat away at a beautiful face, at golden locks.
His brother too, had lost his sunshine.
It had been years since that trigger was pulled, and the evil that destroyed their lives finally ended.
Still, he and his brother watched the moonlight slip past the thin curtains, and at that moment, their thoughts were the same.
I miss her.
A/N And queue the onslaught of feels. Maybe leave a review? :) ~Sammy