He raised the gun to Raito.
Raito's panicked face would haunt him.
He would never forget.
It hadn't been his fault.
He had no control over his emotions.
That sickly smile, that hateful smile.
Matsuda loves Yagami Raito.
Raito trembled, pleading for one last chance.
He didn't have the heart.
But he was going to do it.
He aimed the gun at Raito's heart.
Matsuda loves Yagami Raito.
Nonexistant tears filled Matsuda's eyes.
Raito pleaded more.
No.
No more chances.
No more rejected love.
Matsuda loved Yagami Raito.
He did.
Until he pulled the trigger.
One last cry of pain filled his ears, then nothing.
Absolutely nothing.
He hated himself for what he did.
He never did forgive himself.
Why would he?
He shot the one he loved.
But he was kira, so it was okay, right?
Or wrong?
Was it worth it?
Or did he make a mistake?
Matsuda still loves Yagami Raito.