Title: Thoughts
Author: amikara
Fandom: Star Wars -TPM
Pairing: O/Q
Rating: PG
Category: Angst, Drama, POV
Archive: my site, others just ask: darth_amikara@yahoo.com
Series: Nope
Disclaimers: *pulls out a piece of paper*clears her troat* I have to announce that none of these characters belong to myself. Jedi Master Qui-Gon Jinn and Padawan Obi-Wan Kenobi are property of Lucasfilm. I, that is Lordess Amikara, am just playing with them.*bows before the audience and leaves the stage*
Notes: As far as I can remember, not beta-ed. All mistakes I've made are mine.
Summary: The scene that didn't happen in Obi-Wan's PoV.
Warning: Character death, even twice..
"NOOOOOOOO!!!!" Master!! No!! Don't go!! Not now!! The time hasn't arrived yet. This can't be true. This mustn't be true. Everything that was important for my life has dissapeared...within one second. My master, my best friend, my....love. Gone. Dissappeared. Died. And just because of HIM...
No, it's my fault. I was too slow. Too weak. I should have helped him...fought with him.
The light is getting lower. I can feel the darkness surrounding me. Hate. Hate is all I can feel now. Hate and revenge. The bond to my master is also getting weak. I can't let him go yet. I must try to keep him here...Here..by my side.
Finally! The field dissappears. Now he's going to feel all my pain I feel. He has to be destroyed. Like he destroyed my guiding light.
No! This can't be the end! He can't win, he mustn't...But..what's that?! The bond is getting stronger...the darkness disappears. I can see clearly now...I have to do something..I must... I can! I can so something. I feel the power of the Force. I was wrong . You can't fight the darkness with darkness...you have to challenge the darkness with the light.
This time, the light of Qui-Gon's lightsaber has to challenge the darkness....with success..The darkness was defeated by the light.
"Master!" He's still alive...but the bond is getting weaker again. "It's too late..." No...It can't be too late. A promise? I'll promise everything, but don't....don't leave me now. "Train him..."
His eyes close. I'm calling for him, but no reply. The bond has disappeared, and with it the man I deeply loved.
