Loved yet Lost
I feel a hole where my heart should be,
seeing only myself,
no-one is crying but me.
The one I lost was the one I loved,
the one who entrusted me with a precious gift,
the man who is now an angel flying above
He was the man I tore away from, the man i resisted,
but i couldnt lie to myself,
and so my heart insisted
He was so gentle,
so kind,
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
Day after day i feel my soul cry out to the one who can't be there,
the one I lost,
the one I now look upon with a tragic stare.
I reach out to touch his once-warm cheek,
only to find his body so utterly breathless,
so cold so bleek.
What can I do but hope he will return,
with each acheing breath,
i feel what's left of my heart burn.
The longing is just too painful to bare,
what i would give just to see him, feel him,
and know he is there.
I feel so alone,
not a shoulder to cry on,
other than my own.
I wish i had confessed what he will never know,
If only I had opened up,
if only I had let my true feelings show.
The day he said goodbye he sealed his fate with a kiss,
nothing else mattered,
that was a moment of pure bliss.
How can a single soul change you so completely?
I was reborn,
and I was touched deeply.
I know he is gone in body,
and will soon be fluidless and rotten,
I hope his spirit knows that he will never be forgotten.....
http://angelic_baby.homestead.com/cordypoem.html
is where the original version lies.
I feel a hole where my heart should be,
seeing only myself,
no-one is crying but me.
The one I lost was the one I loved,
the one who entrusted me with a precious gift,
the man who is now an angel flying above
He was the man I tore away from, the man i resisted,
but i couldnt lie to myself,
and so my heart insisted
He was so gentle,
so kind,
I wish I could turn back the hands of time
Day after day i feel my soul cry out to the one who can't be there,
the one I lost,
the one I now look upon with a tragic stare.
I reach out to touch his once-warm cheek,
only to find his body so utterly breathless,
so cold so bleek.
What can I do but hope he will return,
with each acheing breath,
i feel what's left of my heart burn.
The longing is just too painful to bare,
what i would give just to see him, feel him,
and know he is there.
I feel so alone,
not a shoulder to cry on,
other than my own.
I wish i had confessed what he will never know,
If only I had opened up,
if only I had let my true feelings show.
The day he said goodbye he sealed his fate with a kiss,
nothing else mattered,
that was a moment of pure bliss.
How can a single soul change you so completely?
I was reborn,
and I was touched deeply.
I know he is gone in body,
and will soon be fluidless and rotten,
I hope his spirit knows that he will never be forgotten.....
http://angelic_baby.homestead.com/cordypoem.html
is where the original version lies.