Confused, But In Love?

Love, it's so confusing, it can be so sweet and so harshly abusing


I once thought I was in love with this girl I thought was really cool, but there was that other guy, lurking around reminding me that she was his, and so constantly felt like I had lost and that I d been such a fool


Do I still care for her like i did in the past?
Mabye a little but then i keep remembering that Im a good guy and good guys finish last


After some time another girl entered my thoughts and I became drawn to her beauty and charm,
from that day on I felt I should protect her from harm


But then somthing went wrong somthing so unexplicably bizzar
I found that my best friend for years liked me and watched me and my confusion from afar


I remember that we kissed, and i then realized all the the little hints she had given me but missed
Unfortunatly THEY walked in and saw our embrace
And I saw the look on my best friend's face...
I dont really think she loved me the way she thought she had, because i saw all her emotions going through her-all of which were sad...
She cared more for her current boyfriend than both of us thought, if only..if only we hadnt kissed ..our feelings should have kept being fought off.


And now so much time has gone, but I think I ve finally found love this time and hopefully Im right,
because id hate to hurt this new love and end up thinking of another each night....