I couldn't do anything about it. It just happened. I stood watch with the whole world, as they chose another past. They ruined their future. They fought hard but eventually joined BEGA. We rebels tried so hard to bring them back into the light. But we failed. Losing our bit beasts, our dignity, and our freedom. Ray never treated me the way he used to. Respect. He didn't treat my body with respect either, I got pregnant really quickly. BEGA were a little disappointed it was a girl, but they noticed she had a LOT of power. But before I got pregnant, Hilary found out that Boris was her biological father, and she was expecting the heir to Dragoon…
They turned cold, heartless to their oppositions. Yet they were occasionally lovable, if they were in a good mood, but when they weren't, let's just say we were in for it….
Kai played my sister, one minute he wanted her, the next, he just told her to get lost. Yet she still loved him. Tyson was the only one who controlled his darkness when with Hilary or his children. I envied her. I flinched every time Ray entered the room.
My father, I later found out, was involved in BEGA and encouraged the situation between myself and Ray. So did his uncle, even after what his uncle did to me, my father still joined forces. I couldn't stand the way Ray's uncle looked at me. It freaked me out. But Ray knew before about the past so always glared at his uncle. By this time Hannah had bore two children, Hilary had three and I had three girls in a row. Still no boy. They began to threaten to force my first daughter into hostile training that would brainwash her like her father. I wouldn't allow it. But, on cue my son came to his sister's rescue when he was born. They let my daughter off. But know I was scared that they would start on my son as soon as he was old enough. I decided that I wasn't letting them take over this time. I plotted to escape with my sister and Hilary and the kids. We managed to get away with the help of our friends.
And I still think about it when the sea rushes up angrily against my legs. She then retreats, calling me to join her. Maybe I will. Someday. I can't now, but in the future.
I think about him sometimes. The boy who stole my heart. The man he became, who scarred my heart. But will forever remain in memory. The boy I grew up with from birth and spent my time with in teen hood. Ray, the one who I will someday meet in the next world, if I can't get him back.
Only the ocean knows these thoughts. And it will stay that way forever……………
My children are my only comfort, but what pains me the most is, they are exactly like him. Which makes me hurt even more. I hope you're listening Ray Kon. I'm gonna get you back.