Doyle's Angel
So many thoughts run through me day after day,
wondering if she ever thought of me in a more loving and caring way..
Each time she would walk by, I would smile,
But each time she ignored me i felt like i wanted to die.
Her eyes, her hair, even her sometimes cold or icy stare.
Her walk, her talk, the way she would so casually flick her hair out of her sight, anytime she walked in the room she radiated this beautiful light.
Any time I saw her I prayed nothing would ever harm her, I tried to be her protector but each time id fail and i would bring her to laughter.
I remember one time she was attacked, I was full of anger and range, how dare he walk the same road as her, how dare he bring so much fear to her angelic eyes, I went for him, hoping, praying that once ..just once that i could prove to her that i wasnt as worthless as i seemed..I knew that needing help wasnt a sing of weekness but to her..i wanted to be her guardian angel and keep her safe from harm and at the same time inject her with my charm..
Each and every thought would be of her, Each and any fear would be there for her, each and every beat of my heart was for her..i lived for her...i died hoping that i could make her life easier.
Now im just a memory, a faint picture in her mind if not an even blurrier image of nothing...Now i watch her every move, I even now attempt to protect her, only now she cant see me if i fail..but i can.
Each sleep she slept without me living there, i would just watch her all night as she breathed slowly...and I remember once...I faintly heard her say a name...I only hope i wasnt imagining it but ...what I heard was ..."I ...love you..Doyle.."
So many thoughts run through me day after day,
wondering if she ever thought of me in a more loving and caring way..
Each time she would walk by, I would smile,
But each time she ignored me i felt like i wanted to die.
Her eyes, her hair, even her sometimes cold or icy stare.
Her walk, her talk, the way she would so casually flick her hair out of her sight, anytime she walked in the room she radiated this beautiful light.
Any time I saw her I prayed nothing would ever harm her, I tried to be her protector but each time id fail and i would bring her to laughter.
I remember one time she was attacked, I was full of anger and range, how dare he walk the same road as her, how dare he bring so much fear to her angelic eyes, I went for him, hoping, praying that once ..just once that i could prove to her that i wasnt as worthless as i seemed..I knew that needing help wasnt a sing of weekness but to her..i wanted to be her guardian angel and keep her safe from harm and at the same time inject her with my charm..
Each and every thought would be of her, Each and any fear would be there for her, each and every beat of my heart was for her..i lived for her...i died hoping that i could make her life easier.
Now im just a memory, a faint picture in her mind if not an even blurrier image of nothing...Now i watch her every move, I even now attempt to protect her, only now she cant see me if i fail..but i can.
Each sleep she slept without me living there, i would just watch her all night as she breathed slowly...and I remember once...I faintly heard her say a name...I only hope i wasnt imagining it but ...what I heard was ..."I ...love you..Doyle.."