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Author's note: The song is in fact Crestfallen by The Smashing Pumpkins. I
know Rory hates the Smashing Pumpkins, but it just fit so well, you'll have
to overlook that.
Who am I to need you when I'm down
Where are you when I need you around
your life is not your own
And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again
Jess had come to Rory's dorm room that night to ask for forgiveness. He wanted to show her she could count on him. He wanted to be with her so bad, but he realized now what made her say no and break his heart. He had already broken hers, repeatedly. He knew now his proposal had been outlandish, crazy even, but he loved her.
Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
When Jess heard about the scandal in Stars Hollow, it broke him, but it made him wake up. Rory had slept with a married man. The princess of Stars Hollow wasn't so innocent after all. Jess still thought of her as perfect, though. He convinced himself that she wasn't supposed to be his. She was too good for him. He didn't deserve her, and maybe he had drove her to the mess she was in.
And you may go, but I know you won't leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your own
Jess also knew that even though she was out of his life, he would never forget her. She was the only person he'd ever loved.
Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faith
He wondered what exactly she thought of him, if she thought of him. Somewhere along the way, he became clueless.
And as you were, you'll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me up in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
He knew she'd return to the way she was. It'd be like he never existed. It would be better that way for her. And if she did sympathize with him it would be a waste of feeling, because he was the one to blame. He had shattered things so badly that they couldn't be fixed. Why should she feel sorry for him?
Who am I?
Author's Note: What do you think? I wanted to tell it like Jess felt. I'm not saying he is to blame and that he is a bad person, I'm just saying that's how I think he would feel.
Who am I to need you when I'm down
Where are you when I need you around
your life is not your own
And all I ask you
Is for another chance
Another way around you
To live by circumstance, once again
Jess had come to Rory's dorm room that night to ask for forgiveness. He wanted to show her she could count on him. He wanted to be with her so bad, but he realized now what made her say no and break his heart. He had already broken hers, repeatedly. He knew now his proposal had been outlandish, crazy even, but he loved her.
Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
When Jess heard about the scandal in Stars Hollow, it broke him, but it made him wake up. Rory had slept with a married man. The princess of Stars Hollow wasn't so innocent after all. Jess still thought of her as perfect, though. He convinced himself that she wasn't supposed to be his. She was too good for him. He didn't deserve her, and maybe he had drove her to the mess she was in.
And you may go, but I know you won't leave
Too many years built into memories
Your life is not your own
Jess also knew that even though she was out of his life, he would never forget her. She was the only person he'd ever loved.
Who am I to need you now
To ask you why to tell you no
To deserve your love and sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
Who am I to you?
Along the way
I lost my faith
He wondered what exactly she thought of him, if she thought of him. Somewhere along the way, he became clueless.
And as you were, you'll be again
To mold like clay, to break like dirt
To tear me up in your sympathy
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
You were never meant to belong to me
He knew she'd return to the way she was. It'd be like he never existed. It would be better that way for her. And if she did sympathize with him it would be a waste of feeling, because he was the one to blame. He had shattered things so badly that they couldn't be fixed. Why should she feel sorry for him?
Who am I?
Author's Note: What do you think? I wanted to tell it like Jess felt. I'm not saying he is to blame and that he is a bad person, I'm just saying that's how I think he would feel.