Emma Jay and Sean fan-fiction:

by emili henry (me)

Prologue:

Her eyes were wide with fear as she stared at the gun pointed at her. She was shaking, and she couldn't think straight anymore. He was yelling something at her, but she could no longer hear him. Then she was brought back when she heard a gun shot. But the bullet had hit the locker, and the gun had fallen out of his hands and on the floor beside her feet. She stared at it, then her eyes looked over at peter who had a hold of him for a moment, but was now getting punched, and his face was bleeding, and he was looking at her and her heart skipped a beat. Then she looked back down at the gun, her eyes wide and filling with tears. Then she reached down and picked it up, then held it shakily in her hands and pointed it at him. Then she closed her eyes, and blocked out the loud sound of the gun firing. Then she opened them to see him dead on the floor, and a shocked peter startled her as he yelled, "Emma!" But before he could say more, out of shock she pulled the trigger again. Her heart stopped, and she chocked as she watched him fall to the ground. Tears pored from her eyes, and she began to panic as she heard people coming. She breathed heavily, then closed her eyes and awaited the pain as she shot herself in the arm then quickly put the gun in his dead hands. When everyone got to her she was bleeding, crying, and shaking on the floor, clutching her arm. Once they got her calm enough she explained what happened.

As she did, she looked at her dead peter, "He was ganna kill me... Peter saved me and the bullet only hit my arm but then she shot peter..." one last tear slipped down her cheek as she finished, "Then he shot himself."

1 month later

She could hear him coming from behind her, and then she felt his hot breath on her neck. She gulped, then managed to whisper, "Jay?"

She couldn't see him but she knew he was smirking as he replied, "Who els." Then he put a warm hand on her bare neck, and slowly slid it down her shoulder and side. She gulped again as he started to reach back, when suddenly she heard Manny's voice. It brought her back to reality, and she ran from Jay over to her friend. She didn't say a word, she hadn't since the accident; but as she walked away with her friend, she looked back at the lonely looking jay behind her.

She was in the library, a place she found people never really tried to bugger her. Always asking if she was okay and blah blah blah. Didn't they know she needed to be left alone? Didn't they know what she'd done? No. Because she lied.

She wasn't really reading the book covering her face, in fact she'd forgotten what it was even called. But she wished she hadn't come to the library when he came. Again she could hear him coming, but didn't dare run away. She felt his lips by her ear, and she gulped, as he whispered, "Wha'cha reading?"

"Uh-" She struggled to remember the name of her book, but it was to late. He snatched the book from her hands, and throw it on the floor. (No one was sitting by her so no one noticed him throw it.) Her eyes widened as he came around to her side and pressed his lips against hers. After a moment, she realized what was happening and pushed him away. But she couldn't hide her face, that was turning bright red. He smirked, and started kissing her again. She let him this time, for a while. But when she realized she was enjoying it she was sickened and pushed him away again. He looked discouraged this tim, as she looked at him. Then he rolled his eyes, and leaned in close one last time to whisper, "Come by the ravine tonight... I promise you'll have a good time. And I'll give you something in exchange if you're good." Then he lightly breathed in her ear, then left her alone in the library; barley able to catch her breath.

That night at the ravine

He smirked as he saw her coming toward him from the darkness. She didn't look him in the eyes as she asked, "Is this seat taken?" And he shook his head as she sat next to him by the dim fire. He was smirking still as she looked at him. After a while she finally said, "So... What was that thing in exchange you were talking about?"

"Tsk tsk tsk," He started to say, getting closer to her, "I said IF you were a good girl. First you have to do something for me." He answered, their faces inches away now.

She could barley breath as she looked into his eyes, and licked her lips, "And what do I have to do?"

Then he took her by the hand and led her to a small beat up trailer by the fire. Inside it was dimly lit with candles, and there was a bed stuffed in the crammed little house on wheels. She looked around, and gulped. She thought about leaving, but then she looked back at Jay, and she couldn't. He leaned in, and kissed her again; this time much more passionate. He put his arms around her and leaned her down onto the bed, under the candle light. Everything was happening so fast, and her heart was beating like crazy; she could barley breathe. She watched his hand touch her face, then slip down her body, this time taking her cloths slowing with it. She ran her fingers through his dark hair, and pulled him closer, and tried to catch her breath. She considered stopping as her heart began to sink into her stomach, but there was now stopping now. Jay had her. It was like she was under a spell. Under his spell. And she let it take her over. But as she did, she couldn't help her mind from slipping in a thought of Sean.