Author's Note: This is a second part to "I'm no Party Animal". There's some serious smut in here so beware… Mwahaha! Also, I do not own Naruto or characters. Annnd… I apologize for typos or the like. I wrote this on a caffeine high late at night and, though I did proofread, I'm just not in my right mind. =P Enjoy!

It had been a long year of rigorous training using her Byakugan, studying medical ninjutsu skills to aid her teammates, and… well, continuing sleeping with Hatake Kakashi.

It wasn't something you chatted about over coffee with the girl friends – not that Hinata was really close to the girls anyway. No, they had continued to see each other even though it was taboo. They knew what they were doing was frowned upon, but it felt too good to be wrong.

Today was another average day for Hinata. She was walking along the river through the village to the training grounds. She was working on a new jutsu, but it drained her chakra so she had to be satisfied with trying only a few times in one day.

The Haruno's sweet shop was nearby and Hinata waved a greeting to Sakura who was sitting just outside. The kunoichi rushed over to her dark haired companion and breathed a sigh of relief, "Hinata, Thank God! My parents were killing me!" She chuckled, "You going to train?"

Hinata nodded.

"Oh, well, they're all used up," Sakura frowned, "The Anbu are doing something and there's nowhere to train right now,"

"O-oh… I see," Hinata cast her eyes down to the ground, "Well…"

"You could come hang out with me and Ino and Tenten. We're going out tonight and we were gonna pre-party at Tenten's,"

Inside, Hinata died just a little. It wasn't that she disliked hanging around the girls. They were just too rowdy… and loud… and promiscuous… and… well, they were too much for her.

"N-no thanks, Sakura. Maybe some other time," She started, "I have… a lot… to do tonight," And without giving Sakura a chance to protest, the Hyuga girl set off in the opposite direction.

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The air conditioning felt particularly good today Hinata thought as she flopped down on her bed. She buried her face in her pillow and breathed in the scent of the Fresh Spring laundry detergent she used. Of course, what she told Sakura was a lie. She had no plans for the night. Actually, since her training was nixed for the day, it was looking rather bleak. Before long, the comfort of her bed got the best of her and she fell asleep clutching the pillow as tightly as she wished she was clutching Kakashi.

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A soft breathing in her ear…

Warm kisses on her neck…

A large, rough hand running up the back of her leg and over her butt…

"Mmm…" She breathed into her pillow.

She could feel herself growing wet as she rubbed her thighs together. The hand – the hand was moving her hip. It was rolling her over onto her back. She let it.

Oh, this comfort was addicting. This warmth… she couldn't get enough. She never wanted to wake up.

"Kaka…shi," She groaned. A hot mouth closed over hers, taking in her moans. The kisses were slow and lazy and she savored the chance to just feel every ounce of it. The hands body moved over hers and pressed her back into the mattress. She pushed her breast up, craving attention, "Oh… Kakashi…"

"Mmm… yes?" A deep throaty voice echoed.

White eyes popped open as she jolted upright, "Ka-k-k-Kakashi!" She stuttered, worse than ever, "I-I didn't… I didn't know it was… it was… Oh my god! I'm-I'm…" She pushed herself up onto the pillows as he sat back on the bed, chuckling.

"I just thought I would use this situation to my advantage," He smirked. His mask was pulled off and Hinata was amazed, as she always was, at how utterly beautiful his face was. Why he would ever want to cover it up, she could never understand.

He scratched a hand through his silver hair, "So…" And he smiled. God, she couldn't resist his smiles – his real smiles, not the ones hidden infuriatingly behind that mask.

She blushed, as she always did, but her arousal got the best of her and she leaned forward, locking him into a kiss. He kissed her back, this time with more force than before and it only sent another heat wave through her spine. He pushed her back onto the bed and covered her body with his.

In no time he had her clothes off and was exploring his body with his hands. With one, he bound her wrists above her head as the other slid teasingly slow down her chest, down her stomach, across the top of her thigh, to just beside her sweet spot. It was agony having his hand so close, but she knew he loved to see her squirm with need. His fingers traced along the line of her hair, circling closer and closer until he was teasing the entrance.

"You seem to be a bit wet down there," A smoky voice drawled. Hinata opened her eyes to see him bring two glistening fingers to his lips and pull them into his mouth, "Mmm… I like that," Kakashi said as though he had just sampled an entrée.

She bit her lips and pushed her hips towards him, hoping for something… anything.

He slid his hands down her exposed body as he started to move downward and settle himself between her legs. Oh god, he's going to lick me. Oh god… yes…

She couldn't think; she couldn't breathe as she could feel hot breath on her clit. Then lips. Then wet tongue. He teased her with circles and drawn-out zigzags before going to her opening.

"Oh… ohh…" She bit out as she started feeling her own breasts, rolling the nipples in two fingers as he licked and sucked.

He tongue fucked her to hell and back and by the time she drifted down from her orgasm, he was already on top her, pressing into her core. He filled her to the brim in one swift move and she cried out in ecstasy.

"Fuck… Hinata," He pressed his lips to her neck, "I'm gonna fucking cum. You're so tight… wet…" He trailed as his speed and depth increased with each thrust.

She rode the wave with him until he reached his peak. They rode the waves together and that was the best part, she thought – it was being there together; feeling the same things together.

Afterwards, he rolled off of her with as much grace as he could muster and lay facing her. A sheepish grin covered her face, but when she looked to him, it faded. His face was so serious.

"Hinata…" Kakashi whispered, "We need to talk about something."

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"Are you… are you serious…?" Hinata paced beside the bed while Kakashi, his legs thrown over the side. His back was slumped, as though he had been defeated. His look was somber.

"We… well…" She couldn't even speak for the basketball-sized lump in her throat. Her eyes stung. Her mind was racing.

"I know we weren't… a couple… but this," He held up his hands, motioning between them, "This has to end."

Squeezing her eyes shut, she willed this all to go away. This had to be a nightmare. She knew they weren't a couple, but this was too devastating. It was good. What they shared was good… for both of them. It killed the loneliness. It filled the void.

"Didn't you… didn't you like it?" She questioned, white eyes filling with tears, "Didn't you like… us…?"

She couldn't see his reactions anymore. He had put his mask, and clothes, back on and was heading for the door, "Please Hinata, know that it was never you. We just… we couldn't ever keep this up for long." And he walked out the door, leaving her to her tears.

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The next two weeks were torture on Hinata. Kakashi had suddenly left that day and refused contact with her to explain what exactly was going on. On top of that, the Anbu were still doing whatever "special" training they had going on. Her thoughts were left bouncing around and there wasn't a buffer in sight.

As she slunked through the streets of Konoha, she had no real destination. The truth was, she cared for Kakashi… more than she ever thought she would. But, she supposed her father was right. She was too emotional; too attached to living things. She could never be a good kunoichi like that. But Hinata didn't want to kill the part of her that was human. Although… it felt like a piece of her was dying inside anyway.

When she hit a corner, Hinata finally looked up at her surroundings.

Konoha Hospital.

Maybe she could go in there and volunteer her time as some practice with her medical ninjutsu?

She pushed open the doors and found Sakura chatting with the attendant behind the desk, "Yeah. Yeah, I know…" She replied to the attendant.

"H-hello, guys," Hinata mustered a smile.

"Oh," Sakura turned around looking quite solemn herself, "Hinata. Did you come to volunteer?"

How was it that she always could read her thoughts?

"Yeah… um… are you o-okay?"

"Oh, yeah, we're just…" Sakura started, but the attendant shot her a warning look, "Geez, Sayumi, give it a rest. Hinata has as much right to your 'juicy gossip' as you do," She rolled her eyes.

"What's… what's going on?"

Sakura leaned in to Hinata as if she was telling the biggest secret known to man, "Kakashi-sensei… was apparently seeing a student… a much much younger student,"

Hinata nearly fainted. Did they know? How had they found out? What was going to happen to her? To Kakashi?

"D-do they know who?" She trembled.

Sakura leaned back, "No, but Kakashi is really upset. He's been moping around for a couple weeks now," She frowned, "It was really harsh, though. They told him if he took a pay decrease and broke it off, they wouldn't do anything about the girl. 'S kinda sad, actually," Sakura brought her hands to clasp under her chin, "Forbidden love," She sighed.

Hinata could barely stand up anymore. Her breathing was becoming faster. She was relieved and sad and confused.

"He… he… had to…?" She whispered.

So I hope you guys liked it! I'm thinking about adding one more chapter since I left it at a weird spot. Leave me a review letting me know if I should or not =)