A/N; hey, well this is the first fanfic I have done in ages and the first one for corrie so I hope it's okay! Would mean a lot if you could review, thankyou!
'Carla goes to visit Liam's grave for the first time since his funeral. Set with the current storyline.'
She walked through the cemetery quiet and deep in thought. She walked past the many headstones until she came to his. Liam. Her Liam. Well technically he wasn't hers, he was Marias but they both knew in their hearts that they should have been together.
"If only," she was thinking but then she stopped herself, stopped herself from completing the sentence. The one she had thought over and over again since he had died. She placed the bunch of flowers that she had been clutching in her hand right by the side of his headstone. She slumped down against the tree which was next to his grave.
"Oh Liam," she whispered. "I miss you so much; I never thought it was possible. I'm sorry I haven't come to see you, it's just hard and if I'm honest it's not really my place is it. It's Marias. She's doing fine by the way, been a rock to me over these past months she has. Not sure I'd of coped if it weren't for her. And your little Liam, he's looking more like you every day." she paused a second and quickly wiped the tear from her eye before it fell.
"I wish you were here so much, you'd be able to fix everything for me. You always did. I never should have let you go. I should have listened to you and we could have ran away together and been happy. Then you would still be here and I would never have been through what I have. I don't know why I'm saying this now, I should have on the night, the night Tony killed you. You warned me about him and I should have listened again. But now he's dead, thank god! Tried to take me with him though and our factory." she stopped again, realising she had referred to underworld as 'their' factory. She wished it still was.
"I've still kept it going though, even though Frank now owns half. He's wrecked my life Lee, If you were here you'd have killed him for what he's done. I wish you were." the tears were now flowing freely down her pale cheeks. She wished Liam was here to take the pain away, to hold her and tell her it would be okay. She now had Peter to do that though and for that she was glad. She loved Peter as much as she had loved Liam. He was her future now, the one she had been dreaming about.
"Ey Lee, you'll never guess what. I've done it again, gone for a bloody married man. Peter. I really love him and he actually loves me! And when Frank gets sent to jail he's gunna leave Leanne for me." she laughed at the irony of the situation. It was like déjà vu!
"But Liam don't you ever think for a second that I have and will ever stop loving you coz I won't! You Liam Connor will always have a special place in my heart, forever and always."
Her phone started ringing from in her bag. It was Peter.
"Hiya love, where are you? Thought we were meeting at yours, I'm outside now."
"Oh god Peter I'm sorry. I'm just with Liam,"
Peter frowned.
"Liam who?"
"Our Liam, I'm at the cemetery. Give us 15 minutes and I'll be there?"
"Okay darlin' see you then."
"Bye," she said shutting her phone and putting it away.
"Sorry bout that Lee, but I've got to go. I promise I will come back soon," she said getting to her feet. She ran her finger over his name engraving on the headstone. She placed a kiss from her fingers to his name,
"Love you,"
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