Roses are red, violets are blue - me no own, so you no sue.


I Feel Nothing

how could we do this after all he did for me after what he's done to me showed me heaven and beyond I made him come so hard I thought he would never stop how could I do this how could I let roger kill him but he was so beautiful even with all the blood oh dear god so much blood and it's my fault I let him be killed how could I have done this how could I let this happen he's gone now washed away by the sea I'm sorry he was batty yes he was batty but he was so amazing why didn't I know it when he was alive I only realised after it happened he was so beautiful nobody ever knew maybe love's the funeral of hearts sun's gone down on me he was my world he was my sun he was my life he was my angel why am I not dead yet why did he die and not me nobody cares roger laughed and laughed he laughed I hate roger from the bottom of my heart like I used to say to my angel god made rivers god made lakes god made roger but we all make mistakes I hate him o I hate him and I don't even believe in god not anymore he took my angel away and the worst thing is it's my fault maybe I'm beyond redemption and nobody will catch me when I fall when heaven turns to black and hell to white and right is wrong and wrong is right maybe then he will come back and maybe I can pay for what I did see him again my heart is turning into stone I wish to shut everything out I want to hurt roger I want to hurt everyone I think about killing myself but I don't have the courage hate them hate them hurt them this will make the hate burn better I will never love again I will always hate they will fear me o angel come back to me come back to me think of me and let me kiss you say what you always say and let me bring you to release the way you did before roger was the first one to start screaming but it was me it was me I said kill it kill it I let it happen I made it happen they would have continued if roger hadn't screamed and I hadn't been so stupidly scared what am I going to do roger doesn't know beautiful things roger deserves to die I am so ashamed I am so afraid of the truth that could set me free I wish I could be dead I wish I had the courage to face up to my sins he's leaving me I'm going numb o Simon I love you I love you I love you but you're leaving you're leaving me forever you're up with the angels have a good sleep my love you're going you're going you're gone and I feel nothing nothing I feel nothing.


This could be either Jack/Simon or Ralph/Simon, depending on how you look at it. Hope you liked.