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It started once my beloved Angleterre left, for a week he said, but soon a week turn to a month and a month to a year. My children kept pestering him to get remarried "He's not coming back", said America, "and we need to move on date someone else, I want a new mother." France sighed hearing this arguement again is always hard. "No Amerique, I know he will come back" America growled, "Ugh FRANCE, it has been two years sense we last saw him, he isn't coming back, why don't you get that!" France frowned as America continued, "We have been mother-less for so long, stop dwelling on the pain and take care of your damn kids!"
France gasped "YOU HAVE NO IDEA AMERICA!" Holding back his tears, " Yes I know you need a mother but I can't seem to get past my pain!" America glared " Well maybe you should try being a father before we have someone else take the position!" America stormed out the door slamming it shut as France crumpled to the floor as his sobs over took him. "Papa?" Canada hugged his father, "Oui mon cher" he whispered "It is time, I hate seeing you in this pain, please for the best of all of us, move on" France hugged him close and smiled sadly "For you mon pere I will try."
For a year I began dating various men and women as per my children's request, in and out day and day, I tired to find a sutible mother but my mind would not let me forget my first love and as time grew on I grew more weary. Eventually I gave up on finding a mate knowing my heart would never accept anyone but him. I was hoping my family would understand and as time grew on it seem to be happening until one day I was awoken to his former friend Gilbert. "Oh mon ami, what are you doing here"
Prussia smiled sadly "Guten Tag Francis, I am here to reliqished your children from you", France jolted up "Quoi?" , He stammered " Wh-what do you mean?" Prussia frowned "You have neglected them and they came to me begging for a way out, so West and I agreed to take them" France frowned "but you can't do that, I am a good father I love them, YOU CAN'T TAKE THEM AWAY FROM ME!" Prussia frowned "You have neglected them, because of your pain, they need a better family, I am taking them from you and there is nothing you can do about it!"
He pushed the Frenchman down and walked out, France regained his footing and ran after him just in time to see them pull away with the rest of his life. After many weeks France managed to clean up and attempt to move on, he lived alone and never spoke to his sons or his former best friend, they still held great animosity for him, as he grew, he began to get some happiness back think of his once beautiful life. He sat upon the swings one night and finally came to realize what he must feel.
"I loved all my children and my wife and I hope they are happy even with the memory of the broken family."