I close my eyes as the blood falls, gathering in a pool at my feet. I resort back into my mind. I can still feel the pain the moisture of the tears on my face, the dull aching as my heart runs out of blood to pump to the rest of my body. Still it continues to pump. a sob escapes my lips as I think back to when I had what I wanted, you, and even before, wondering how I lived without your love, and tender voice that coiled around my heart and warmed me to the bone, when you'd wipe away my tears, and tell me that everything would turn out ok.

I sat on my bed. You where wrong.

I just don't understand how you could do this to me. Why? I laid down and rolled over. I closed my eyes as my body lapsed in to unconsciousness....

((Inuyasha))

Hopping out of the well house, I ran over to kagome's house, jumping up to her window. Something wasn't right. I could feel a loss in my heart, but kagome was safe there was noting for me to protect her against here. I looked at the stars, just barely visible in the sky. I sighed remembering when we stayed up all night cuddling and watching them. Our secret romance is perfect. She is my everything with out her I would die. 'Why then did you kiss kikyo?' a voice asked...I sighed I'm not sure if she saw that. I only want her... nothing else. Kikyo is dead now; once again, I killed her. I couldn't have her trying to kill kagome the one that made me whole.

The breeze shifted and I caught the scent of kagome's blood. It was strong...I jumped in the window, breaking it. I saw kagome on the bed, her once pink sheets where stained red, one arm hung over the side, creating a little pool of blood on the carpet. "Kagome" I whispered... why how oh kagome don't leave me now I picked her up and cradled her close to my body. "Kagome" I whispered a tear fell on her cheek. Her precious face looked so peaceful. "inu-ya-sha..." came a weak whisper.

"Kagome why did you do this please don't leave me. Please I love you kagome I always will...kikyo is dead I killed her, I love you kagome...." I drifted off.

Her eyes slightly opened, I could see her blue eyes underneath staring up at me, tears falling down her face. "I'm sorry inuyasha I'm so sorry..."

"No kagome don't be sorry we'll get through this we'll mate and have pups...kagome please don't leave me..."

She looked into my eyes "inuyasha I'll return to you, I can't stay away from you. I returned once already. I will be back. Just wait for me inuyasha...wait..." she drew in a shuddering breath and I felt my heart breaking. Kagome no...

"I'm so sorry kagome...you're my world my life...I'll die with out you." I leaned down and kissed her forehead. Her skin was cold.

"You will live inuyasha; as long as you are alive my spirit will be reincarnated. I will return to you. I love you inuyasha, not even death can separate us..." her body fell limp in my arms... I let out a low mournful howl. Why kagome why did you leave me... I fell to the floor holding her body to mine sobbing. My soul was shattered. I cried and cried.

Thats how kagome's mom found me. Holding her daughter's life less body, shaking. When the police came, they had to pry me away from her, which took 5 guys. Then wanted me to come in for questioning, but I refused and made my escape down the well. When I was back in my time, I jumped up in to the god tree. My life had no meaning now...I fell asleep....praying that when I woke up it would all be a dream and kagome would be by my side once again...