Disclaimer: I don´t own Naruto or the characters.
Warning - BOY X BOY action.
*This story is based on a real life experience.
Chapter 1: Discovery
—have you ever kissed a boy ? Naruto ?
The question was simple, actually it have been a while since I last thought about that .
-Umm yes…
My friends looked at me interested.
-and why didn't we knew? Is someone we already meet? - Ino's voice came suddenly.
-well it's been a long time since, nothing important though.
My mind returned to high school, yes. It has been a long time since.
I always knew I was not a love - lucky person. Not even a romantic itself. With 17 years old my heart have been broken a few times. Stupid little romances during junior high, those little love moments when I had thought there might be something else between me and my crushes. All those times i have been deluded. No, I definitely didn't have luck in love.
High school came rushing and in a blink the school year was beginning. Convinced that love was going to hit my door at the right time, when I finally escaped this private school.
There was nothing bad with the school itself, actually it was small, private.
The buildings were nice and the fact that it was a private school give a sense of exclusivity.
But… it was too much, I was part of this school since kindergarten. Now all the people that were with me in the classroom weren't any new faces. I could see Neiji, my best friend. sitting in the first row, right in front of me . Funny story how two personalities like Neiji and I could have become so close. But it happened. 12 years of friendship. I hated the bastard for having almost any girl he liked at his feet. But it was my best friend, I was happy for him.
There was nothing new now in the last year of highschool. The only thing that had my expectations high was Sakura. My crush since that summer. And even though I was well aware that my bad luck romances have left me with bad memories, knowing Sakura was one classroom away had my hopes going high again.
Of course , life couldn't be that bad, new surprises came after the second period. New faces, something not very common in a small school
—
-I saw them this morning- said Neiji in a whisper. Leaning backwards so I could hear him.
-really? Who are they?... I mean… have you spoken to them ?- I corrected.
-No, but I hear they all came from the same junior high-
-oh…
Three pair of eyes scanned the class room. The uniforms looked wrinkled. Very blue like if they were taken right out of a box.
Fortunately the school had very laid back uniform code. We could use any pair of jeans, we just need to have our white polo shirts with the school logo and of course the blue blazer.
-Ok everyone. This are our new classmates.- the teacher introduced each one of them.
The first one, Gaara. A short reed haired guy. Very lean and green sharp eyes.
The second. Sasuke. Black hair, just my height. A little less muscular than I am. And very white by the way.
And the third one Kiba. Who was just like me but in brown hair, he had expressive eyes and a crazy -like smile. Hyperactive for sure.
None of them seemed like the tipe of person I would dislike.
By the end of the day the tree new students had already isolate in a corner of the yard.
-let's go speak to them- Neji took my arm and start walking
-if they are alone is because of something , maybe they don't want to make any friends- I suggested.
-oh come on- Neji finished
-Hello - said Neiji sitting beside the red hair guy.
I smiled. I felt a little weird. Usually I am the easy going type of friend but today I had the feeling that any word I said would be embarrassing.
-hey!
I said, all of them remain in silence until Kiba took the lead of the conversation.
-sooooo…. what is exciting in here ? something fun we can play with ? -
-actually , I know just the way to get inside the chemistry lab. Want to see some weird stuff? - I smiled . Moving my eyebrows up and down.
Neiji and I knew very well that being in the chem lab at this time of the day was out of the rule.
We got only 20 minutes left of recess and then 1 hour of language before the day was officially over.
The labs were strictly closed after mid-day.
But leading the new ones to the dark side just seemed like a lot of fun.
We approached the ladder that lead to the door of the lab.
Neji stood froze.
-Are you sure about this? - he whispered in my ear
-yeah. You know we do this always… no worries man
-I don't know maybe I should stay, i have my report card pretty full
I gave him a very skeptical look, he shrugged and turn around.
-I'm heading back. Got some books I need to return
-I'll go with you. - Said Gaara turning around.
Kiba doubt for a second and left too.
-I thought you wanted some fun - I yelled to his back.
-this is not my definition of fun …- Kiba's voice was lost in the hallway.
-let them- Sasuke spoke to my back - they are very coward towards authority.
-and you ? - I ask . Turning around
-that depends… how fun is it ?
I just grinned and start running up the stairs. Sasuke right behind me.
—
The chemistry lab was dark and silent. It was in the last building of the school. So the noise of the central yard was almost a whisper.
The air felt moist and filled with a scent like a hospital. An abandoned hospital.
-why is this place special? - asked Sasuke - I don't see anything different from a normal chem lab-
My eyes , now adjusted to the dim light traveled all the way to the wall at the back.
-you see that ? - I held my arm up pointing at the shower at the bottom of the place.
-mhm…
-it is like a Russian roulette. You never know when water will come out. Sometimes it works , sometimes it doesn't
-why would a safety shower of a chem lab would do that. It is not safe.- he said approaching to the handle that was hanging from the roof
-well… this one is the old shower. It never worked properly so they had a new one at the other side of the room. But this one is still here.- I said with a cheerful smile.
-ok, so you come here and pull the handle, and wait to get soaked?
-yeah… pretty much- I shrugged
Sasuke smiled and hold the handle
—
-seeing you are dry I said luck was on your side- Neiji raised an eyebrow
-yep, it is an adrenaline rush though- I said crumbling in my chair
-I didn't feel that much emotion- Sasuke sighted. Leaning against my desk.
-well once the water gets you , you'll see.- Neiji smiled.
—-
Walking home with Sasuke became a routine, even though every Monday I went to Neiji's home for a math tutoring. The rest of the week we walked 4 blocks unil reach Sasuke's building. From there I took the bus 15 minutes till I reach my own house.
Sasuke was an interesting person, we had a lot of common interests, some theories about world conspiration, a very similar book collection and the same ideas for our mayor.
To my dislike we only have four blocks to talk before he head home. But after exchanging numbers texting became our fundamental line of communication. Even during clases I would sneak my phone between my legs and type any thought that came into my mind. He would chuckle discreetly. I saw him two rows apart from my place.
Some other times we took the lead of the old school communication system.
Paper pieces and a pen.
He wrote in a perfect circular handwriting blue ink. My handwriting was more like a doctor style, long and rushed. But I was glad Sasuke understood.
-Neiji … pass to Sasuke please- I whisper lending him a piece of paper folded.
He just rolled his eyes and give the paper to Gaara who was right beside him, then it was in Shikamaru's hands, and tossed unceremoniously to Sasuke's desk.
"Lunch together? Need to talk to you in private"
A nod came from Sasuke .
—-
-what is so important?- Sasuke arrived to the table near the soccer fields.
-I … l need some advice- I started the weather was nice and the wind was warm.
-is about her again right ? - Sasuke said sighting
-yes! I want Sakura to look at me like something else. But all my tries had ended in her calling me friend.
-I don't know Naruto. Maybe she is not for you.
-well there has to be a way….
-wasn't you who told me you would never fall in love again ?
-I'm not in love with Sakura. I just want her to think of me and you know, maybe some interesting stuff happen between us. Just for fun.
-so , you want to bang her. - he finished
-noo…. not exactly. Well I mean. I don't know I just want to have some fun this year
-you are impossible- he laugh . A light hearted laugh that got me smiling.
He put his arm around my shoulder and rest his head against my head.
-maybe I should find me someone too
-you like someone? -'I asked. taking some distance from his touch. Looking him in the eyes.
-don't know… that red hair girl with glasses seems nice .
-Karin? Seriously? … nop. Believe me , she is crazy.
-well is not like I'm going to date her… I mean , just for fun.
-right. Don't come then asking for help when she is stalking you.
Sasuke chuckle and cross his arm around my shoulder again. I didn't protest. The feeling was nice.
—-
I never notice when Sasuke's presence became fundamental in my every day.
I carved his proximity, and get annoyed when he had the same friendly gestures with someone else.
It was the day of the language exam that this issue came to my mind.
I was searching my books into my locker. The day had been disastrous and I was ready to make some shitty effort trying to pass the exam and then head home.
Noise bother me. People too, the heat was tremendous inside the building and I felt the air almost impossible to catch.
Sasuke saw me.
-you ok ?
-uhh yeah, no. Well is not a good day
The bell rang and the people that crowded the hall quickly left.
I was there standing like an idiot. I have an exam but I was unable to move.
-it's going to be fine Naru. - he simile
I felt a tingling in the tip of my fingers. All my body screamed, y felt heat ran through my veins.
Without a second though I took one step closer and hug him.
It was a short but sweet hug, like the ones you gave when is someone's birthday .
Later that night my mind keep wondering why would I do that.
I mean, yes he was a very important person but in that moment I felt like the only thing I needed was his touch. His arms around me.
And there it was, idiot love sick Naruto, going down the same path as always.
Damn.
—
It was Friday, and Sasuke had invited me to spend the day at his home.
We would drink some beer and saw a movie or play video games.
His home was not new to me, I felt almost as comfortable as my own.
-come ...I want to show you something - Sasuke look at me with bright eyes.
-ok… where?
-in the top of the building… hurry
I ran across the elevator gate , scared to be left behind.
The moment the elevator opened I saw a big metallic door. The breeze sneaking from beneath the metal and the light shone in white and orange spaces.
With careful hands Sasuke opened the door and step out.
He walk around the space . There was nothing else than a few water tanks and tv receptors.
-you told me you liked the view from above
-yes - I said with a soft voice.
The view from above the 15th floor was exceptional, it was my favorite time of the day, 6 o'clock. Too early to say is night and too late for call it plain day.
The lights of the city were starting to show up and the night life was slowly rising.
Sasuke remain in silence, his handsome face calm as always. He was close to my body, i felt the heat near my right arm.
-Sasuke ! This place is awesome !
-Yes , i knew you would like it.
Without words I closed my eyes feeling the air between my hair. Sasuke scent and the warm of the late summer.
In a second the air left my lungs, it was replaced with Sasuke's fresh scent and the warm feeling of his lips.
We were kissing. A careful kiss , just tasting each other.
What was this sensation ?
Do I like this ?
Do I want this?
I opened my eyes. Still near his face, my lips were static, nothing moving. Just us . There
-I'm sorry - he spoke first with just a whisper, taking a step back.
-No. Don't apologize- my words left my lips with force. Not that I meant to use that tone.
-can we just head back and continue the game where we left it ? I think my brother left some beers in the fridge- he suggested. His back to me now.
-yeah…. ok- . I walk inside.
The whole elevator ride was an overwhelming twist of ideas. "Sasuke , me , my feelings this past weeks, our friends", even my family was involved in the 2 minute ride to Sasuke's floor.
-I don't want this to be awkward- he said while searching his key.
-it's not. I promise
—-
Night came. And even though the atmosphere was a little overcharged we were having a good time.
Sasuke's phone rang. While he was speaking I took my time to see all the detail drawings that colored the white wall of Sasuke's room.
It was a fantastic combination of surreal paintings and manga characters. Everything done by his own hand.
-my brother is on his way home… umm will you - he hesitated for a moment, looking to the side wall - will you still spend the night ? I mean , if you want. Or I could drive you home when my brother arrive … I have no pr..-
-I'll stay - I interrupted
-Ok.-he said trying to force a smile.
—
Sasuke had a bunk bed in his room. He used to share a room with his brother but when they move out he keep the bed. Now Itachi has his own bedroom and the bunk bed was useful for people staying the night . Like me.
I was in the upper bed. Sasuke down. When I return from the bathroom Sasuke was already inside his bed.
-can you turn off the lights? -he spoke with lazy voice
-sure - I closed the door and turn the lights off.
Instinctively I walk to Sasuke's bed and took the covers off snuggling myself next to his body.
-what are you doing Dobe?
-just a little - I said - it's freezing up there.
About half an hour later I was still there . With Sasuke's covers up to my chin, I couldn't sleep. My mind was still replaying all my thoughts of the day.
Sasuke turn around, facing me. He wasn't asleep. I saw his eyes move across my face.
I searched his lips, little by little in the dark of the room, I felt my body numb. Like in a dream. In a state of calm.
He responded to the kiss eagerly, with no hesitation. It was just as if he was waiting for this. Maybe I was too.
We kissed slowly . Then with fierce, and then slowly again, no words spoken just the feeling of our lips touching every second, my hands exploring his arms and neck. Reaching for the heat of his body.
His hands in my biceps, searching my chest and sliding to my abdomen.
The touch of Sasuke's lips against my neck took me by surprise.
- it's fine- he whispered and I nodded slowly.
He came back to my lips, returning the heat and moving his hands to my back, seeking the flesh underneath my shirt.
I slide my hands under his shirt too, feeling his abdomen tense under my touch. And reaching the beginning of his boxers.
-we should stop- i suggest.
-why? - he sighed.
-we need to think things twice… may be …- my words died in my lips. Sasuke's fingers were playing with the elastic of my own boxers and his teeth were nibbling my earlobe, his breath, hot against my ear, hurried, reaching for some air.
Y rise my hands and took his face between them. Looking him directly in the eyes.
-we should sleep. Sasuke - I whisper touching his nose with my own gently
-fine- he answered -but you are staying here right ?
I smiled - I already told you that-