You take out the knife
Do yourself no harm
How is it that your tears
Fall onto my forearm?
Is it because you've been betrayed?
Lied and abused?
Do you wish I was away?
What have I done to you?
And I'm standing in a crowd
While you're looking down on me
You gasp and close the window
How come I can't breathe?
What have you done to me?
So I stand alone as you're watching me
I'm in shock as I start to bleed
The blood drips from my fingers and out to sea
I lay on my bed and realize we could never be
Hold on to your lies
Did you really think I would believe them?
Hold on to your disguise
So you can make sure everyone believes them
I'm not easily fooled. I'm sorry for that, my dear
You think you're so cool. Now who's the fool, my dear?
So as I raise the sword, run for your life
I'm sorry for causing this greif and strife
Maybe if I'd been honest, things would've changed
But no matter, my dear, you'll never win your games
Is it my fault you're dead inside? I think so
Is it my fault you cry at night? I don't know
How many years have gone by since I've seen your face?
Next to you I just feel like an empty space
I stare in awe as you calm the horse
I'm so confused cause I feel like I've seen this before
I see you. I see you crystal clear
I'd give anything just to have you here
Would that be so bad? You next to me
Well everyone keeps telling me that I'm your destiny
So you raise your hand and I grab your arm
You push and pull as I tear you apart
Your eyes flash gold and I fall to the floor
You're smirking down at me as you walk out the door
You look back as I open my eyes
You walk steadily faster as I try not to cry
I sit up and scream through the flames
Are you too far gone that you can't hear your name?
I run and run as you're holding the knife
Are you so heartless that you'll take someone's life?
I burst through the door as the knife comes down
My eyes flash gold as you hit the ground
I carry you in my arms and lay you in the sand
I wipe away my tears as I hold your hand
I don't feel a pulse, you're already dead
I think about all the words I left unsaid
I lay you gently down in a little wooden boat
I push you out to sea and watch as you float
I raise my hand and the boat bursts with flames
I try to breathe as I forget everything
I walk away from you as I start to cry
Maybe I should've been the one to die