I had so much to tell her. I wanted to hold her in my arms. I wanted to tell her how much I loved her. I wanted to see her one last time. My memories are full of her. My mind can't process something else besides from her figure that would always take my breath away, her smile that is like my sun in the morning, her hair that smells like a garden, her voice that is music to my ears. My beloved Aerith if only I could have told you sooner how much you mean to me, how you are the reason I breath, live and love, you are the most precious thing in my life, if only I could see you again and tell you not to wait for me anymore… that the place were im going, Im not to come back, that when I say I was going on a mission it would be my last time looking at you, that I won't be there to see you wear pink, to help you sell your flowers, to see a beautiful sky together… my dear Aerith if only I has proposed to you sooner I wouldn't have come to this misson. I would have marry you I would be loving you forever until death… but now my time has come I just wish I could see you one last time… my head feels heavy and I remember the object that was in my pocket since I arrive at Nebelhim. A ring. The ring that I would have given to Aerith before coming here. My proposal ring. The ring that could have given me a better life. A life besides my beloved aerith. My life. Aerith.
I cant die now. No. not yet…