Okay before you read this you must understand that this is from Harry Potters past prospective. I just want my readers the keep that in mind. Also keep in mind that they do not exist in the wizarding world. They are muggles in this story.

Rated T for terrific teenage drama! XD

Summary: Harry Potter doesn't want to live; He really had the heart to. Well, not until his Anonymous Jesus shined his light upon him. HP/DR different time period. May contain occ.

WARNING: This story contains YAOI if you do not enjoy it I suggest you not to read it. Also this story contains a high religious suggestive theme (Christianity). Also contains Abuse and OOC

Author notes: okay so I gave up on my other story because well, I forgot all about it. So I I'm starting a new slate! Yey me! Can someone please help me though with the religion thing? Cause I'm not really Christian. Yea… Hope you enjoy!

I do not own the Harry potter series. J.K. Rowling does. I do love J.K. Rowling though because of the fact that she finally admits that Dumbledore is gay! IM SO PROUD OF HER!

References: God- The Great One

((sorry guys I'm trying out this new writing style. I hope it isn't a bother!))

Prologue

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There was a time in my life when I thought that it wasn't worth living. Every time I woke up to a brand new day the sun would always not seem brought, and the colors never seemed vibrant.

I knew that there was something wrong with me and sometimes I still do. Till this day I didn't know the reason in which I live for. Destiny though wanted to prove to me otherwise and ensnared me into the world of the unknown. I didn't mind it though. Never did seem to care actually. I embraced it and lingered there for such a long time that I was ready to knock at death door.

Then destiny came yet again and swooped down to save me. Ever since then I stopped trying to let myself be wrapped in that cold sheet of nothingness. I mean what's the whole point if there is always someone there to stop you. When I gave up I let go of the shackles in which death had locked me and started to live, to breath.

What I breathed in though was the breath of The Great One. It was the breath in which aloud me to spread my wing. It wasn't until then that I believed in The Great One. When I did a beam of light came and lifted me up… up… up… Whatever goes up must come down though. Maybe that's why god sent Jesus down to us. I'm glad The Great One had sent him down. If The Great One hadn't I would have never live to this peak of my life.

In the real world though it's still hard, you know living but, in the end, it's really not so hard. I learned that you just need to put one step over the other. You must stand strong when a bump tries to stray your path. You have to follow your instincts and let your heart lead the way. Sure life is unpredictable and sometimes your emotions may fool you. That's just part of the journey because if it weren't for that journey. If it weren't for The Great One I would have never met my anonymous Jesus.

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Sorry it's so short but it's a prologue right? Oh and can you please review? I want to know what people think about my story and my writing style. Is it too long? Well, I did pick it up from Homers work "The Odyssey". He is a very talented poet even though his work is confusing. I like it either way though.