Chapter One

Kurt gazed out the window at the New York City skyline as his plane made its final approach into LaGuardia Airport. He was heading back to New York after spending a few days in Lima to attend Will and Emma's Valentine's Day wedding.

The weekend didn't turn out quite the way he expected it to—the bride had left the groom at the altar, and Kurt had ended up kissing and sleeping with his ex-boyfriend Blaine. Kurt felt conflicted as he looked out at the city that felt more like home to him in just a few short months than Lima had in 18 years. He felt conflicted about the exciting prospect of a relationship with Adam, a charming, sophisticated NYADA upperclassman, in New York, and the close familiarity of his ex-boyfriend back in Lima.

Though Kurt had clearly told Blaine that they were just friends many times throughout the weekend, Blaine was insistent that they were back together again because they were meant to be together. Kurt had enjoyed the familiar intimacy he had shared with Blaine, and though he loved Blaine, Kurt knew he still didn't trust Blaine, and was apprehensive about rekindling a romance with him.

When the plane landed, Kurt grabbed his bag from the overhead compartment, and started to walk towards the taxi stand to take a taxi to the Bushwick apartment he shared with Rachel and Santana. As he walked out of the secure area, he was surprised to see Adam standing there holding a single red rose.

Adam smiled at Kurt, and said, "Welcome home." He handed Kurt the rose and kissed him softly on the lips.

Kurt smiled and said, "Hi, Adam. I didn't expect to see you today.

"I got your flight information from, Rachel," Adam said. "I thought I'd surprise you. I missed you."

"This is a fantastic surprise," Kurt replied. "I missed you too."

"You must be weary from your journey home," Adam said. "Let me take your bags." He took Kurt's messenger bag and rolling suitcase.

"Thank you," Kurt replied.

Adam reached for Kurt's hand, and said, "I know you were only gone for a few days, but I missed you like crazy. I missed our coffee dates between classes, and our walks around the village and the park. I am glad you are home."

Kurt said, "It's good to be home."

Adam said, "If you aren't too tired, I would love to take you out to dinner tonight."

"That sounds great, Adam," Kurt replied.

After dropping Kurt's bags off at his apartment, Kurt and Adam walked to a nearby restaurant.

Adam said, "So, tell me about your trip. How was the wedding?"

"Crazy. Ms. Pillsbury left Mr. Schue at the altar," Kurt replied. "Mr. Schue is devastated, and I don't think he's been able to find her since she took off."

"Wow. That's too bad," Adam replied. "I bet that put quite a damper in everyone's weekend."

"It did," Kurt said. "But it was good to see my friends."

"Did you see your ex?" Adam asked.

Kurt looked down at the table and didn't reply.

"What is it, Kurt?" Adam asked. "Did he do something to upset you?"

Kurt took a deep breath, but still didn't bring his gaze up to meet Adam's eyes.

Adam put his hand under Kurt's chin and lifted his head up so they were looking eye to eye. He said, "Kurt, what is it? Please talk to me. I'm here for you, no matter what. Let me help and understand."

Kurt took Adam's hand in his hands and said, "I want to be truthful with you, Adam, but I'm afraid that this will hurt you and make you leave."

"What is it, Kurt?" Adam asked. "Please, just tell me."

"I slept with my ex when I was in Lima," Kurt said, looking back down at the table. "Between the wedding, Valentine's Day, and singing the duet Mr. Schue asked us to sing, I just got caught up in the romance of it all. I'm sorry."

Kurt let go of Adam's hands, but Adam took Kurt's hands back in his. Adam said, "Kurt, can you please look at me?"

Kurt looked up at Adam.

Adam said, "Kurt, you have nothing to apologize to me for. We're still just getting to know each other, and we haven't discussed making this an exclusive relationship yet. You've done nothing wrong."

"I just feel guilty about it, Adam," Kurt said. "You have been so amazing. I love being with you, and getting to know you. I know how horrible it feels to be cheated on, and I hate that I could do something that could make you feel that way."

"Kurt, you were in a committed relationship with your ex for a year and a half when he cheated on you," Adam said. "We're still getting to know each other. It's not the same. Please don't beat yourself up about this. I understand."

"I don't deserve you, Adam," Kurt said.

"I feel like I'm the one who doesn't deserve you, Kurt," Adam replied. "But I do feel that I need to ask you what you what your intentions are. Are you getting back together with your ex?"

"No," Kurt replied. "I made it clear to him that it was just friends, though he seems to think we are back together. I'm not gonna lie, and say that it wasn't fun, but it didn't really mean anything. I don't trust him, and I don't know if I ever would be able to trust him again."

"Are you still in love with him?" Adam asked.

"I still love him as a friend, but I'm not in love with him," Kurt replied. "He hurt me too deeply."

"He was your first love, Kurt," Adam said. "First loves are always a part of our hearts, and they always take a piece of our hearts when they love leaves us. It's normal for you to still love Blaine. No matter how much he hurt you, a part of you will probably always love him. I think the real question is are you ready to move on? Do you need me to back off?"

"I'm ready to move on, Adam," Kurt replied. "But I do think I need to take it slow."

"I understand, Kurt," Adam said. "You're still healing, and I want to help you heal. Kurt, you are an incredible person. I love your passion for life, and I admire your passion for performing. Your ideas for the Adam's Apples have been brilliant. You deserve happiness, Kurt, and I want to be part of your happiness. I'm here for you, Kurt. No matter what." He kissed Kurt's hand.

"Thank you, Adam," Kurt said. "You're amazing. I can't even begin to tell you how much your support and understanding means to me." He leaned across the table and kissed Adam.

After dinner, Adam walked Kurt back to his apartment.

Kurt said, "Thanks for dinner, Adam. I'm glad I got to see you tonight." He wrapped his arms around Adam.

"I am, too, Kurt," Adam replied as he pulled Kurt closer to him.

"Do you want to meet for breakfast at the diner before class tomorrow?" Kurt asked.

"Absolutely," Adam replied. "Eight o'clock?"

Kurt said, "Eight o'clock."

"Good night, Kurt"

"Good night, Adam"

They shared a deep passionate kiss, leaving them both breathless.

Adam gave Kurt a small peck on the lips and said, "Until tomorrow." He smiled, and ran down the stairs. Kurt watched him until he was out of sight.