Writen when Sirius was in Azkaban
Sirius POV
Writen as a Remus/Sirius poem thing but I suppose it could be anyone be cause it never names names
Your Voice
All this swirling cancerous chaos is breaking meDevouring everything I had taken for granted
All these haunting nights crippling me with the images I'm forced to see
Painted glass visions of bitter disenchantment
So many years slipped by and decayed
I was always so very afraid of how vulnerable I am around you
Yet through the countless gray-black days my memories of you stayed
And it kills me inside to think of what you thought was true
These soul deep wounds have been rotted with age
My insecurities intensify my self-loathing and fear
Leave me here screaming and thrashing alone in my cage
Above this blindingly loud space less silence it's your voice that I hear
All these feelings are intertwining and clotting in my brain
Break myself open and watch as I bleed, faced with a choice
Slide down to the ground enveloped in pain
And I'm alone in this vicious silence because I can no longer hear your voice
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