Slowly in Love I Fall

o.k! So, this is in Zexion's point of view. And, it's not exactly developed (since it takes me a while lol. Please forgive me D: )

START:

It was the same, as always. I get chosen to do a mission, and I fail, letting everyone down. I get the usual shun from half the Organization, the beatings from Larxene, and the comforting pat on the back from Lexeaus. I'm so tired from it. . . But, with him, it's different. I could be stalk ugly, and useless, and he'd still give me that same smile every day. . . It's. . . Entrancing to see how wonderfully happy he is all the time. I could never be that happy. It's amazing to me, since I feel nothing, I'm nobody, but him, I have no clue to whether he has a heart or not. He's so welcoming and cheerful.

Zexion wake up what are you thinking! You do not feel, you do not like that wretched boy! He's annoying and loud! Get a hold of yourself!

I told myself that everyday I'd sit there and listen to him play that same tune he played at night when the moon was out, and I'd forget I ever thought of him that way. As if I-. . . No, as if I wanted to be friends. Never could I. . .

"Zexy!! Guess what!" I heard and felt a pair of hands tug on my sleeve on my jacket, I looked up, being short as all hell, and met a pair of beautiful blue eyes. Demyx. . .

"Yes?" I asked hiding the faint smirk that crossed my lips. Seeing him, I couldn't frown.

"Noooo you have to GUESS!" he yelled jumping around. He smelled of soap and sugar, I almost whiffed but I stopped myself before he noticed my nose wiggling.

"O.K. uh. . . I give up. Tell me." I responded taking his hand off my jacket going over to the couch to sit down, he followed me unaware that when I walk away, I want to be alone, which I did since I failed another mission in capturing Sora, once again.

"Well, Superior sent me on a mission to go to The Underworld to meet with Hades. And, this huge gigantic doggy with three, yes I said three heads starts chasing after me!!! I ran as fast as I could and nearly ran Sora over!" I felt bad so I told them to run while they could. I guess he was surprised 'cause he didn't know me but I guess no one ever knows me very well huh Zexy. Hey Zexy are you O.K? You don't lo-"

I had had enough. Before I knew it my hand was over his mouth. "Demyx. I'm going to let go of your mouth. When I do, I want you to sit, or go. And stop your talking for a few minutes alright?"Demyx looked almost hurt as I let go of his mouth. He sighed a little and sat down next to me as I pulled out my book , looking at the floor sadly he looked up at the ceiling. I opened my book and read, a few minutes into my reading I heard music, not just any music, Demyx music. I turned my head and found the blond playing his Sitar with a mournful look on his face. I smiled just a little and put my book away poking him on the shoulder, hiding my smile. "Demyx."

He looked at me and smiled faintly. "What?" I looked into his eyes and turned back to the portrait of a heart on the wall "Don't be sad, it doesn't suit you." I stood up thinking I should leave him to himself and walked off to my bedroom. I believe I heard a little thank-you,before the song started playing again.

END: Not a rough start eh? I think I'm getting a hang of it! If you have any suggestions maybe I'll consider them. Next chapter coming soon!