Hey my little chiddies :3
I know I already have 2 other stories that are still sort-of starting off but I had a idea for this story. I got it while listening to a song. (don't judge, if I listen to music, my mind zones out and I have... Let's call them vivid and sometimes violent "daydreams" ... I like to let my mind wonder depending on the genre of music.) anyways... uhmm... the begining chapter might leave off with a ciffy, a sad ciffy :3
Lucy: *sweat drops* I don't like where like story is going...
Meh: I can assure you Lucy... this chapter will bring you lots of *mumbles*
Lucy: W-what?! .
Meh: Oh, nothing at all... *smiles sweetly*
Lucy: *whispers* Mavis save me... ._.
Lucy and meh: LuLu doesn't own FairyTail, just the plot!
Enjoy ~LuLu
Lucy POV
Walking numbly out the door to my petite apartment, turning quickly to lock the door as I go. Ever so lazily, walking on the side of the canal I gaze down at my own reflection. You couldn't even begin to start with how horrifying I looked that today, but it doesn't matter anymore... I'm going to end the oblivion of pain and suffering I have to live with. There were no holes in my plan. The plan was to go to a special cliff area in the woods that over-looked Mongolia so I could sing what's left of my emotions out and see the sunset before I take my final breath of this sad life of mine and jump off. I found this cliff while running away after being beaten by Team Natsu and decided to make the decision of living with being beaten every time I returned from a mission or living in the heavens with my mother. So I chose. As you can tell I choose someone who doesn't already want me dead but to live a happy life. I choose this mainly because the only way to live a happy life now was to die a happy death.
"Didn't need much of a plan I guess, Not like those traitors would look for me." I scoffed and continued bickering to myself as I walk through the dense woods. Taking some time to actually enjoy the scenery as I go I felt like I was one with the everything. My senses were slowly heightening. You see as I was ignored I started to train with my spirits and Caprico told me that if you are at peace and serenity then you can become one with the earth and the sky (sort-of in a meditation like state). Walking, I felt a presence near me but I already knew it was the raijinshu (A/N: gomen if I spelled it wrong) because they were my only friends and I saw them hiding in the bushes. Not caring, I knew they couldn't stop me so I re-quipped my keyboard and sang while walking.
Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri
I know I cant take one more step towards you.
'Cause all that's waiting is regret.
And don't you know I'm not your ghost, anymore.
You lost the love I loved the most.
Turning around I stare directly at them and smile with tears in my eyes (still singing btw). I knew they'd most likely show up so I wrote notes just in case if I was singing when they came. I held up a sign that read I love you guys with all my heart.
I learned to live, half alive.
Another sign read: While you guys were gone.. I had no protection because I was too weak... Team Natsu and a few others beat me every time I came back from a mission... then left me to bleed...
And now you want me one more time.
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts.
And tearing love apart.
Your gonna catch a cold,
from the ice inside your soul.
So don't come back for me.
Who do you think you are?
Turning back around I was at the edge of the cliff, sitting down with the cards and keyboard in my hands I continue my song. The raijinshu was panicking and fuming with anger at this point. Scrambling to come move me away from the cliff, I held a hand commanding them to sit. Holding up another sign smiling: Wait until I finish this song and the next one, kay? This next part of the song is for you guys to hear :P
I hear your asking all around.
If I am anywhere to be found.
But I have grown too strong,
to ever fall back in your arms.
New sign: I don't need constant protection, I'll be fine
I learned to live, half alive.
And now you want me one more time.
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts,
and tearing love apart.
You're gonna catch a cold,
from the ice inside your soul.
So don't come back for me.
Who do you think you are?
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright.
Remember how to put,
back the light,
in my eyes.
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed.
'Cause you broke all your promises.
And now your back.
You don't get to get me back.
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts.
And tearing love apart.
You're gonna catch a cold,
from the ice inside your soul.
So don't come back for me.
Don't come back at all.
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts.
And tearing love apart.
You're gonna catch a cold,
from the ice inside your soul.
Don't come back for me.
Don't come back at all.
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
They stare in shock as I start laughing. Their faces were so priceless! They looked like evergreen turned them to stone.
"Don't move yet, I still want to do the next song then you can move." My voice wavers at the end. I could tell by the look in their eyes that they are stating to know what I'm going to do. Tears threaten to fall so I look away and start the next song. I hope this works out, if not then I'm in for a whole lot of pain and lots of being yelled at and scolded. I snort at my inner thought, receiving confusing stares. I shake me head then sing. "I'm gonna use the background music for this." I say turning on a boom-box. Not daring to look them in the eyes or else I would cry, I smiled and looked to the sunset before starting. Well, this is the end for me huh?
Wings by Birdy (the song I originally got the story idea from)
Sunlight comes creeping in
illuminates our skin
We watched the day go by
Stories of what we did
It made me think of you
It made me think of you
Under a trillion stars
We danced on top of cars
Took pictures of the stage
So far from where we are
They made me think of you
They made me think of you
Oh lights go down
In the moment we're lost and found
I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh damn these walls
In the moment we're ten feet tall
And you told me after it all
We'd remember tonight
For the rest of our lives
I'm in the foreign state
My thoughts they've slipped away
My words are leaving me
They caught an airplane
Because I thought of you
Just for the thought of you
Oh lights go down
In the moment we're lost and found
I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh damn these walls
In the moment we're ten feet tall
And you told me after it all
We'd remember tonight
For the rest of our lives
Pause while music plays
If these wings could fly
Oh lights go down
In the moment we're lost and found
I just wanna be by your side
If these wings could fly
Oh damn these walls
In the moment we're ten feet tall
And how you told me after it all
We'd remember tonight
For the rest of our lives
Here is were I leave.. The last sign is held up: Don't forget me... I love you!
I knew they were fast so as quick as possibly while facing them, I close my eyes tight with a smile on my face, and lean back until I know I'm falling. "Never forget..."I shout
Laxus POV
"Lucy..." What did they do? She jumped because of those people... This will not pass me! NO! THEY WILL PAY! "FREED! EVERGREEN! BIXSLOW" I yell. Startled they look over to me with the grim expressions. I hate this, it's unfair! She was the only one who accepted us besides gramps... she was the only one who we loved and she's gone. Taken out of our grasp to be driven away by traitors. I will avenge you Lucy, don't worry.
"Guys. hold onto me. We are going to the guild to avenge Lucy" I growled, tears flowing like a river down my face.
OH MY GOD, CIFFY! what happens to lucy? How will the guild react? FIND OUT NEXT CHAPTER!
Baii ~LuLu