It's scary, to be someone your not. A lot of people don't believe me when o say that, but it's true. Why is it that everyone strives to be some one there not? In the end all it does is kill the real you. It hurts, and it's scary, and most of all dark. If nothing else, it's dark.
I think I kind of feel bad for the organization. I know they were the bad guys and all, but what they truly wanted was to be themselves again. Not someone different, but the real true them. Accept for Xemmnas, that guy I could never feel sorry for. Is it so bad to just want to be whole again? Wasn't that what
Sora and I were fighting for? So that no one would have to worry about going into that place were you weren't really you. The organization was at that place, all they wanted was to get back out. I've been there. I've been in that place, or maybe it really wasn't me in there, but I'm always afraid to go back. So I feel for them. I know it shouldn't bother me, they were bad people and I get that but there intentions weren't bad ones. Selfish ones, but not bad. They just went about it the wrong way. Sora says I think to much... That I should just forget about everything that happened in the darkness, but I can't. How could I ever forget what happened there? It's like when a soldier comes home from war, he will forever remember those terrible things on the battle felid. He would never be able to bring himself to forget, in fear of loosing the meaning behind it as well. We learn through our experiences, no matter how frightening. So I can't forget, or in afraid I might get pulled back in.
... Wow I'm not sure what I was thinking here, It's probably not even long enough to be worth posting XP. Just kinda wrote what I thought Riku might think. A couple of my own opinions in there that I thought would probably match his. I guess that's kinda what writing is about though, making the characters your own and all that. Anywho, hope everyone enjoys reading, might make a rikora soon, or some people say soriku, but I like mine better x3 teehee, buh bye!