Freak! Song fic Animal I have become!
Three days grace owns this song, Darren Shan owns the rest. Except Nyx and the plot.
(Nyx pov)
Not many people know this but I had a real problem with blood, when I was younger...
'I can't escape this Hell
I craved human blood like an addict craves heroin
So many times I've tried!
One more hit, one more high... Just once more...
But I'm still caged inside
But it was never enough...
Somebody get me through this nightmare/
It didn't take much, just a few drops ... Just enough to smell it, intoxicating... Mouth watering... Warm and thick...
I can't control myself!
And the vampire in me would just take over...
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
And there little that could stop me ...
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal, this animal
Mr. C was really worried I'd go rogue mad, or worse Vampeneze! But I couldn't help it. He kept a really close watch on me.
Only allowing me to drink from a fresh corps or a bottle, but I'd still crave the fresh stuff
I can't escape myself
I'd sneak off after Mr.C thought I was sleeping... And I find my fix... and I'd do anything to get it...
So many times I've lied
I'd hunt in high crime areas... I'd only hunt down the human predators though so i was not wicked...
Known serial pedophiliac predators, rapists, murderers, wife beaters, child abusers, scum of the world.
But there's still rage inside
I would hunt, I would feed, and I would kill...
Somebody get me through this nightmare
But it was never enough...
I can't control myself!
I hated myself...
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
But I relished in it...
No one will ever change this animal I have become
It was the greatest high...
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
But one night...
Help me believe it's not the real me
I couldn't stop...
Somebody help me tame this animal
I don't remember much of what happened...
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
But I remember the blood and the screams...
I can't escape this hell
I tore through anyone who crossed my path...
This animal, this animal
I killed with out mercy, It was nothing more than slaughter...
This animal, this animal
Mr. C. , Garvner Paul, Seba Nile and Vancha March had to track me down.
This animal, this animal
It took them a while to find me... As I learned to avoid them...
This animal, this animal
They found me... I almost turned on them... That's when I realized...
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
That this had to stop...
No one will ever change this animal I have become
It took a few years, but I finally broke the habit...
Help me believe it's not the real me
Because I then knew...
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
That I would have to stop...
Help me believe it's not the real me
Or I would be put down...
Somebody help me tame this animal!
Like the animal I was...
This animal I have become!
And still am...
This animal, this animal
This animal, this animal
(I may or may not have the lyrics down 100%! Please let me know if I messed up on the ear to keyboard translation! So I can fix it! Thanks!)
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