A short oneshot about Sai's feeling for Naruto.
I remind everyone of you.
I remind him of you.
They all say, "They have the same eyes" or "Both of them look so cool", "He's just like him". We'll, that's what they say; they must not know either of us though. I don't think I am like you.
Because I'm just a reminder.
To him, I'm just a flashback of you; not myself. You were real. You were you.
I'm just a cheap replacement; doing your job for you. -But I don't get paid like you did. No, I get no love in return. He only lets me see his smiles, as he dreams of you.
But I'll keep doing your job.
Until he makes you return; and you can watch me turn into nothing again.
Because he cares about you, he'll never see anyone else. He'd throw away his life to save you. He chases after you blindly. Without you I don't think he'd keep on breathing. His love for you is almost stupid.
Even, though; Even though he can't love me. Even though I'd die to feel what he feels for you; even though I'm in this pain.
I'm not jealous.
I don't wish to be you.
I'd rather let myself be ripped to pieces. Torn to sheds, to die a million times over. Than to be the reason behind his tears.
Than to cause the pain you have caused him.
I'd rather be this suicidal nothing.
Once you see his innocent blue eyes; you'll rather be that as well.
Thx for reading, that was short even for a oneshot!