A/N: OK so this story will be based off one of may favorite Kelly Clarkson songs, actually the story will be based of off a lot of her songs, there my interpretation to the song. OK well please read and enjoy
Chapter1: the happiest day or the worst?
Kagome
"kagome you look so beautiful" sango said looking at me in awe sipping champagne. we were in the dressing room, their i stood in front of a long silver mirror having my dress laced up at the back. 'i need to see inuyasha' i though
"kagome?,Kagome are you listening?" ayame said startling me out of my daze. i just smiled at her and brushed it off. suddenly the door busted open and inutaisho came through the doors he was searching the room with his eyes and finally when his gold meet blue he broke out in a bright smile
"kagome you look...my son picked a good one" he said walking up to me
"taisho, you don't look so bad yourself" i said walking towards, finally we meet he was standing in front of me with wonder in his eyes, the girls taking the hint left the room saying they had to go get the flowers.
"sit with me" he said pulling me to the sofa to sit beside him. i sat there silently waiting for him to begin
"kagome you look so beautiful, my son is such i lucky man to have you" he said looking at me sincerely
"i have something for you" he say reaching into his pocket
"Taisho you didn't have to" he pulled out something wrapped in white silk box.
"inuyasha asked me to do this and I want to" he hands me the box urging me to open the box, inside were blue emerald earing with little white lotus inside.
"there beautiful, thank you taisho"
"they were inuyasha's mothers, she would have loved to meet you" he said getting up and giving me a hand to stand up
"are you read?" he asked taking my arms into his
"absolutely, oh and thank you" he turned to me smiling
"you don't have to thank me" he said
"not just for the earrings, but for always being there for me, for walking me down the aisle" i started to tear up at this point "you're like my father to me" he just laugh quietly at me.
"im not like your father" those words stunned me i thought...
"not like that i am your father and always will be even if not biological. you're the daughter i've never had"
"let's go kagome" he said leading me toward the door. 'if only it was so simple...'
flashback
"no kagome im not inviting that bastard" me and inuyasha have been fight for two hours about inviting shesshomaru to the wedding
"inuyasha don't call him that he's your brother-" he cut me off before i could even finish
"do not call him that!" he shouted "he has never been a brother to me why does he need to come kagome...honestly you got me to say yes to koga and you know i didn't want that" he said seriously
"your one to talk inuyasha!" i took a breath to calm myself down
"inuyasha did you forget that you basically forced me to invite kikyo...you know how i feel about her. but i still said yes sis i not?"
"kagome that's not the same and you know it" i laughed at this bitterly
"please do tell me, how is this any different?" i said closing my eyes trying to calm down
"she's your cousin"
"well he's your brother and at least i didn't date him ok" his ears flattened at that statement.
"you said you wouldn't bring that up anymore"
"inuyasha please compromise for me" i said tilting his chin up so he was looking me in the eyes
"fine" he said yanking his chin out of my grasp and started to walk towards the door
"where are you going" i said walking towards him
"stop...i need some air" he said grabbing the door knob
"wait inuyasha please were getting married this week don't leave"
"i need some space ok" he paused and turned towards me with something in his eyes i couldn't understand
"I'll see you at the altar OK" and with that he was gone. i haven't seen him since he didn't come home at all that week all i know is that he left me.
end of flash back
sango, ayame and rin are all lined up ready to go, kiliala holding a pillow with the rings and inuyasha, miruko, shippo and kohaku already at the altar. inutaisho sensing my uneasiness leaned over and whispered into my ear something so...it calmed me down instantaneously. and then the music started and one by one the bridal party walked down the aisle.
"I'm fine, i am fine" i whispered to myself and finally the music changed and it was my cue to start walking, tightening my grip on Taisho's arm i began to walk down the aisle. it was beautiful, white and red every where. white roses filled the floor, white drapes hung from the ceiling and tall white trees covered in white flowers and res roses. it was so breathtaking and the most beautiful thing was at the end of the aisle. the man i was about to marry, in a white suit his golden eyes burning into me. and finally after what felt like eternity i was standing in front of him staring into each others eyes. i just wanted to kiss him right there and then that i didn't even relise that taisho wasn't beside me anymore. we were faceing each other, and i really got to look him in the eyes. something was wrong, i didn't see the love in his eyes i knew should be there it was almost as if he was staring through me not seeing me really. when we said our vows i spelt out my heart to him telling him when i started to love him and how i felt when we first kiss. but his' vows felt cold, they were all quotes from romantic poems we read together but something was missing we both said i do. but i don't feel he really meant it. 'inuyasha' i whispered looking up from our hand and saw that his eyes were no longer on me, i followed his gaze and was just...i felt as if i had just been hit with a ton of was staring at kikyo as she blew him a kiss from her seat, he almost didn't notice when i slipped his ring on. shaking my head in disbelief everything started to click in my head, why he was always working late why he was always so jumpy every question i ever had been being answered in my head. how could allow myself to be fooled like i was. looking at him, as he gave me a fake smile. i couldn't do this i wasn't about to spend my life with someone who didn't want to be with me. he was about to slid the ring on my finger, i wasn't about to be bonded to someone who didn't love me a caught the ring and through it. he stared at me with such shock in his eyes. tears filled my eyes as a stared at the man who i trusted betray me. before he could say anything a ran to the seat where kikyo was sitting and threw my flowers at her. shes looked at me with distaste and disbelief. i couldn't stand it i started ripping the flowers from the trees. all three grooms men chasing after me
"Kagome wait.."shippo said trying to stop me
"what happened" i couldn't tell who said it either kohaku or mirkou. to be honest i didn't really care at that point. people were getting out of their seats trying to stop me but to no avail, i just pushed past them with tears flowing everywhere., flower petals flowing in ever which direction.
A/N:what do you think please R&R, and i will most likely be continuing with it.