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Sofia was 15 when her boyfriend Hugo had been wanting to get intimate with her since they began dating a year prior but Sofia was a good girl and kept saying no, but did so politely and with dignity.
Hugo however never takes no for an answer.
The whole ordeal was painful and traumatizing for Sofia, she bled and got hurt in the worst way. She cried as she was held down by other guys from the football team friends of Hugo's and she had to take what Hugo was giving her.
Sofia had her childhood ripped from her in the worst way, she couldn't fight all of those burly young men all she could do was scream into her gag.
They let her go and left her to cry on the floor in the dark and all alone, Sofia walked home with tousled hair, ripped clothes, and blood dripping down her legs and from her lips, with a black eye glowing and swelling; it hurt to walk but she had no other way to get home.
Miranda broke down when she arrived home and tried to stay strong while the doctors at the ER examined Sofia and then the police interviewed her, Sofia stayed as strong as she could for herself and her mother.
Whenever the story came on the news Miranda would cry and go to her room, the star football player was behind bars after more girls had come forth testifying against him with their own sexual assault stories.
Miranda got more depressed as each day passed considering everyone in town was mad at Sofia, their already small town got even smaller as their star football team dwindled to nothing.
Sofia cried too, she hadn't spoken to Miranda with a real conversation in weeks just simple words in passing, their lives were falling apart to the point it seemed painful to live in everyday life.
Miranda and Roland had been dating for about as long as Sofia and Hugo had been together and when Roland hadn't heard from Miranda in a while he got worried.
He came from the rich city and practically barged into their apartment and seeing how lifeless they were and took it upon himself to take charge. He gathered up all of their stuff and moved them both into his magnificent house in the city away from all of the people who hated Sofia.
Day by day Roland made Miranda happier which in turn made Sofia happier because now she was smiling and looking at her now, however being the wife of a famous aristocrat Miranda began to take on the role of high strung perfectionist Lady, Sofia didn't mind though as long as her mother was happy she was ok.
After a few months, things were normalizing until Miranda, surprised Sofia one day with quite a bombshell.
Sofia was reading on her bed when Miranda came in with a smile and shut the door as Sofia sat up with a smile and removed her earbuds.
"Hey, Mom whats going on?" Sofia asked with curious happiness
"Well, Sofia I have decided that since it has been 2 months since your ordeal, you're a woman now and it's about time you began seeing a doctor." She said sitting down beside her and rubbing her auburn hair.
"What kind of doctor?" She asked curiously.
"A doctor that specializes in women's and girls female anatomy." She explained with a serious but caring look while carefully petting Sofia's hair.
"Mom please I don't want to," She begged her the fear rising up as the trauma of being touched was causing anxiety.
"Sofia this is not a request, you could be pregnant right now and we won't even know, it is only a checkup to make sure he didn't give you any diseases or a baby but don't worry you won't have to have another one until next year, and your also getting a physical which you need for your new school" Miranda said calmly and with a serious look, while standing up and giving Sofia a death glare of business which has become a recent occurrence.
Sofia was afraid there was no doubt, but she hugged her mother as tears leaked down her cheeks while Miranda coddled her for a few minutes before leaving Sofia to cry alone like a big girl she was.
Sofia sat in the sterile waiting room shaking with fear, her mother sat beside her holding her trembling hand, while she played on her smartphone.
Miranda had promised that everything would be fine, the doctor was head of the field in the local hospital and had a reputation all over the province, and thankfully it was a woman. She was startled and jumped in her seat from her seat when her name was called, Miranda let go of her hand but didn't look at her as Sofia stood and walked off with the nurse.
She began to relax as the nurse took her weight, height, temperature, and vitals, this was what she was used to when she went to see her pediatrician before she became a woman.
She was escorted through a hallway and turned a corner smacking her face against a hard chest.
"OOMPF." she exclaimed rubbing her nose before looking up.
"Oh, are you alright?" A gentle and smooth voice said as she looked up passing the chest and into those caring hazel eyes, his handsome face caused her legs to tremble which added with her already trembling frame causing gravity to increase and she fell, but luckily he was there his chin-length hair of black and grey brushed her face as he caught her, her breasts pressed against his chest before he swung his arms under her numb legs and hauling her up.
"Easy there, I didn't hit you that hard." He exclaimed as a joke trying to calm her down while also feeling her body trembling, her freshly shaved legs felt smooth in his arms, her shorts were adequate for the warm Spring morning, and she still radiated the scent of lavender from her bath before she came here.
"No sorry I am just here for my first well-women's and I'm already scared," she exclaimed her face going red with embarrassment.
"Well, I won't leave a patient by herself when she's having trouble. What kind of doctor would I be then?" He said with a bright comforting smile then made her tremble more.
"Nurse?" He said following the nurse making Sofia quickly jump and grasp her arms around his neck when he moved, he walked into a patient room where she noticed his white lab coat.
This doctor was still smiling as he carefully set her down on the exam table, Sofia let him go and settled herself on the table as he grabbed her file from the nurse.
"Sofia King, age 15?" He asked his smile faded at her young age.
"I was supposed to see a woman doctor." She said trying to gain control of the situation but her trembling was causing nausea.
"Yes, my wife Sascha, unfortunately, she is out sick today so I am seeing her patients. My name is Dr. Cedric Wormwood." He explained carefully while holding out his hand for her to shake which she gladly shook with a tremble at his warmth and giving him a nervous smile.
"So why are you getting a well-women's so young Sofia?" He asked setting down her file to wash his hands.
"Um..." She trembled while rubbing her arm.
He heard her hesitation and looked back to see a tear flow down her face.
"You're alright Sofia no one is going to hurt you here." He said drying his hands, his eyes gave Sofia a wave of calm then she felt better when he smiled.
"Two months ago, my boyfriend... at the time. He... r-raped m-me." She said with a shaky voice.
He stopped wiping his hands and lowered them as his eyes bore into hers, an epitome of innocence, her shapely young legs, white denim shorts with frayed hem that went mid-thigh, white American eagle shoes, lavender shirt with a silver metallic flower, blue acid wash denim jacket, and a purple amulet hung from her neck, her auburn hair was so naturally curly and looked irresistibly touchable, but her face was what caught his attention the most, big brown eyes filled with sadness and tears but strength for not only herself but for others as well, a pouty mouth that was naturally pink and plump, her cheeks were flushed with fear and embarrassment, she had a look that said she was about to faint so he would have to tread carefully.
He smiled before he tossed the paper towels in the trash and sat down to write down in her file.
"Ok, I am going to ask some questions, they may seem uncomfortable but they are necessary I'm afraid." He said looking at her.
"Ok." She said in defeat, she wasn't sure about seeing a man but she didn't want to be rude and she knew her mother would just say they were already here so it would be best to just get it over with.
"If your wife is the head of her field what field are you in?" Sofia asked before he began his own questions.
He smiled and looked at her "I'm supposed to ask the questions Sofia, but if it would make you feel better. I am a general surgeon and physician, I too am head of my field." He explained before he went back to looking over her file.
"Ok, when was your last cycle Sofia?" He asked making her give him a confused look, he smiled at her again before rephrasing.
"Your last period?" he asked with a comforting smile which deepened when her face flushed red.
"Um... the 9th-16th." she said making him nod and write it down.
"Ok, have you noticed any pain since your ordeal?" He asked.
"Some in my lower tummy but that started yesterday." She said holding her lower abdomen, he nodded and wrote it down.
"Did you tell the ER doctor when you were examined?" He asked.
"No, he didn't ask about pain. He didn't examine me down there either." She explained watching his eyes go wide in surprise.
"Which hospital were you brought to?" He asked almost pissed off.
"Good samaritans hospital?" She explained.
"That's the poor people's hospital 3 towns over." He said incredulously.
"Thats where we were living at the time." She said shamefully.
"Well whoever treated you is a moron, every rape patient needs a thorough examination. Do you mind if I run through that protocol during your exam?" He said gently.
She took a breath and she smiled and shook her head.
"Good girl. Did they at least do a blood test or run any tests at all?" He asked with minimal hope.
"No they just looked at my visible wounds bandaged them if they were too bad then sent me home with pain pills." she explained with worry while twiddling her fingers.
He rubbed his face and sighed. "I am so sorry you weren't properly tested Sofia, I'm glad you came to get a physical it would be bad if you just let yourself go without proper medical attention." He said with intense eyes of pure sincerity.
"Well, I'm here now." She said with a brave smile.
"Good girl." He said standing and pulled out 3 folded paper clothes.
"Paper Gown, take all clothes off and keep the opening in the front, blanket drape it over your lap, and pad you sit on it and I will be back." He said before taking her file and leaving the room.
Sofia took a shuttering breath before she shakily removed her clothes, she was nervous to be showing herself willingly in front of not just a male but a grown man, but she put on her brave face.
She sat on the pad at the edge of the bed awkwardly holding the blanket over her lap while trying to keep the gown closed over her naked body.
She shuddered when a knock came to the door and she squeaked a 'come in.'
He stepped into the room, his white coat gone but showing off his black dress pants, purple dress shirt, and a yellow tie, the sleeves rolled up to his elbows and his gray bangs had been pinned back he looked so relaxed and handsome.
"Ok, how are you feeling?" He asked going to wash his hands with a smile as a nurse came in with a tray of plastic covered utensils.
"Uncomfortable, this paper stuff doesn't do much for modesty." She said with a brave smile which he all to well noticed the pain behind it.
"I understand but unfortunately there is no modesty in medical care." He replied wiping his hands before pulling on rubber gloves.
The nurse was practically careless as she set up the tray of utensils next to the table before she sat down and began to play on her phone.
He came up next to her as he popped the gloves against his wrist before he put his hand on her back "Alright go ahead and lie back for me." he said using his hand to hold her weight as she lied back, she breathed deeply to relax, he smiled down at her while telling her soothing words before gently grasping her wrist and bringing it up above her head.
"Ok I am going to start with a breast exam to check for lumps." He said before he pulled the gown aside revealing her budding breast which he only glanced over for any visible deformities then went on to use his fingers to massage in a circular motion when he felt something.
"Is that? A handprint?" He asked looking down at her face to find her biting her lip and tears rolling down her face.
"Does that hurt? You need to tell me if your in pain Sofia." He said removing his fingers.
She nodded her head "Yes, sir, sorry." she replied taking a shaky breath.
Cedric was getting pissed so he continued his exam more gently and thankfully she didn't wince anymore.
"Alright, other than the handprints I don't feel anything else. I'm going to move on to the pelvic exam." He said pulling the gown closed before moving to the edge of the bed where he pulled out the stirrups and tenderly grasped her ankles which made her gasp in shock.
"I'm so sorry, did that hurt?" He asked worriedly.
"No you just surprised me is all." She said releasing a shaky breath.
"I'm sorry, I am only putting your feet in the stirrups for the exam just relax." He said gently grasping her ankles again and lifted them into the stirrups noticing her lovely dainty feet with purple toenails.
He pulled a stool in between her spread legs then lifted the blanket, he was used to treating much younger patients but never one with such stolen innocence, her maidenhead was smooth freshly shaven from this morning, her skin was creamy while the inner skin was a red-brown which was the first sign of rape, her lips had been stretched by force.
"Ok Sofia just relax while I begin with the external exam." he said before he ran 2 fingers down each of her inner thighs making her tremble.
"Just relax." He said gently as his gloved fingers met her lips which he carefully spread eliciting a gasp from her as he examined the damage, it was obvious the boy didn't use lubrication or get her prepared, she was severely stretched and her body was still healing from the rape, "Ok Sofia I am going to insert a tool that will allow me to see inside just let me know if it feels uncomfortable." he explained as he rubbed the speculum with lubricant before he spread her lips with one hand then carefully pressed the device into her tortured canal.
She clenched and he saw her toes curl with a gasp. "Does this hurt?" He asked worriedly but professionally stopping all movement.
"Not really just surprising." she replied embarrassed by her almost immature like behavior.
"Your body has been through trauma I would be surprised if it didn't clench up." He said pressing the device in further, once it was in he spoke again "Alright, you will feel a bit of stretching." he opened the device getting a gasp from Sofia then twisted the knob to set the device in place, "Very Good Sofia, you're doing so well." He said lighting up her tunnel to view the damage.
Her walls were red and had ripples of clenching with stretch marks, but was most disturbing was her blood red cervix.
He sighed and continued with his work giving her gentle words while he removed the speculum.
He removed his gloves and threw them away before he stood up and smiled at her. "Just relax for me Sofia," he said before he opened the gown a little to press his fingers along her womb and felt what he thought, he sighed then smiled down at her.
"Ok Sofia I want you to remain as calm as you can, alright?" He asked holding her shoulder in case she fights.
"Why is something wrong?" She asked worriedly.
"Just remain calm, unfortunately, your ordeal has lead to a pregnancy." He said instantly grasping her other shoulder to hold her down as she slightly jumped up.
"What? No I can't be." She said grasping his shirt with fear in her eyes.
"Stay calm Sofia it's ok. You're gonna be fine." He cooed while pushing her back down as she stilled but kept shaking and trembling.
"The pain you felt yesterday was your miscarriage, your lack of proper medical attention caused it. So you need to be a brave girl ok? I'm going to help you get it out." He said absent-mindedly rubbing her head.
"I want my mother, please." She exclaimed to him.
He turned to the nurse "Nurse will you go get a sterile dish for the fetus and Sofia's mother please." He inquired making the nurse nod before going out the door.
Cedric stood there comforting the girl until she was calm enough to lay back down, he reached down and covered her with the blanket to give her some modesty.
"Will I ever be able to have children again?" She asked after a minute of quiet.
"Yes, as long as you're a good girl and do as I say, it will hurt but I am very good at my job and I promise I will take care of you." He said looking into her eyes right above her as he rubbed her hair.
Sofia squeezed his other hand when a knock on the door came and the nurse came in with a metal bowl with other utensils- by herself.
"Where is my Mom?" She asked surprised.
"Your mother said you're a big girl and can do this yourself, I tried to tell her this was important I even tried to take her aside to tell her what was happening but she wouldn't have any of it." She said setting down the new utensils on the tray.
"Very well go and tell her this might take a while." he said still comforting his patient, making the nurse nod and leave once again.
"Ok Sofia, your doing well and your gonna be great, just keep doing as I say and you will be fine." He said down to her making her nod.
"Ok you can start by closing your eyes and focusing on your breathing in and out." he said moving his hand to her chest and would use light pushes to make her breath in and out, while he slowly lowered his hand down to her stomach still pressing.
"Good girl keep breathing." he said carefully slipping away to return to her legs while still coaching her on her breathing.
The nurse returned and stood next to the tray not looking at the patient's privates as Cedric put a finger at the top of her mound and rubbed over her clit then down her slit to find her hole before pressing a finger inside.
"Keep breathing." his other hand went back to her lower abdomen and gave light presses making her groan and breath heavier.
"OK I am going to press harder just focus on your breathing." He said pressing harder making Sofia groan in pain.
"Good girl your doing so well." he said feeling the lump in her womb move as he pressed.
"Ok now I want you to push like your going to the bathroom, focus on pushing and your breathing," he said feeling her muscles clench as she pushed.
The nurse was ready with one bowl to catch her waste as she pushed it out by accident which Cedric was used to, he kept his focus on the fetus, luckily it didn't take long for it to move to her canal.
"Good girl Sofia you are almost there keep pushing." He said pressing her stomach helping her and he smiled as he felt the placenta move into her canal as well, he slowly released his pressing then rubbed along her hood then over her slit giving her a bit of pleasure to overpower the pain before he used his other hand to reach inside of her with only a few fingers and pulled out the poor lost child.
The nurse covered the bowl with the fetus then set it next to her waste bowl before she carried the tray out of the room.
"You did so well, Sofia the fetus has passed," he said.
"It didn't suffer did it?" She asked calming down while tears rolled down her face.
Cedric stopped preparing the speculum and had a moment of shock he had never been asked that before.
"No it didn't it was a fast death for it, Sofia I want you to remember something. None of this was your fault," he said standing up and looking at her face, she looked down at him and nodded with a smile.
"Thank you, Dr, Wormwood." She said making him gasp at the sound of his title on her mouth.
He sat back down and shuddered as a tear fell down his cheek.
"Ok, I am going to continue with the well-woman's checkup." He said before inserting the speculum but Sofia's mind was on everything she had been through.
"Alright I am going to take a swabbing of your vaginal fluids than a scraping of your cervix for testing," he said before going on with the procedure.
The nurse had already returned to take the samples into sterile bags for transfer to the labs.
"Alright, there you're all done. So now I am going to leave you to get dressed then I will be back for your physical," he said reaching to pull off his gloves off but finding none instead found Sofia's blood and lube on his bare hands he kept his calm as he went to the sink and washed his hands then left her.
Sofia was slow to get changed again but she remembered his words of focusing on her breathing, it was a great therapy then just as she pulled on her shirt a knock came and the doctor stepped in.
"How are you feeling?" he asked as he came in and sat down at the makeshift desk with a laptop, Sofia sat back on the exam table with her jacket in hand then carefully pulled it on.
"I'm a little shaken." She replied pulling the jacket over her chest.
"I understand, well I'm sorry you had to go through this but you should be fine I didn't see any other problems that need worry but we will see what the tests say, have you eaten today?" he asked standing and washing his hands again.
"No, too nervous." She replied hugging herself.
"Good, I sent the nurse to get some utensils to take a blood sample," he replied with a smile and come up to her.
"Ok lay down for me," he said pushing her back down to lay on the pillow, he felt around her belly and pressed in some areas asking for pain, then tapped over her ovaries.
"Alright you can sit up now," he said pressing her back to help her up, he tapped her knees for her reflexes, he made idle chat while he shined the light on her eyes, ears, and mouth.
"Good girl, you're as healthy as you can be." He said putting up the utensils before sitting back down.
"As I can be?" She asked worriedly.
"Considering your lack of proper medical care after your ordeal, yeah, but I am prescribing you some antibiotics I want you to take once a day until you run out then in 2 months I want to see you again to see how you're doing." He said handing her the paperwork with a smile.
"Yes sir," she replied with a spiritually-painful-breath of a brave smile on her face.
Sofia leaned against her mothers car window as she relaxed she remembered the gentle caresses of her doctor and how kind he was her body tingled in relief as she sighed, she held her hand over the band-aid on her inner elbow where he gently drew her blood for testing, Sofia would always remember the gentle and tenderness of her doctor, she thought she would be afraid of men forever but his kindness towards her helped her and she was grateful.
Cedric was working on Sofia's file he was very pissed about how brave she was about all of what happened to her and how brave she was during her appointment.
He personally took her samples to the labs to test them himself, he felt drawn to the young girl and wanted to know as soon as he could how she was health-wise, it confused him about how interested he was in her well being.
Thankfully the tests of her samples all came back normal, if not just a bit low in the natural antibiotics so the prescription he gave her would be enough to help her.
"Such a good girl," he said leaning back in his chair crossing his arms and rubbing his face before looking at his hands and remembering how soft but smushy she was which she wasn't suppose to be and rubbed his hands and read the clock to see it was 3 am.
"I will call her tomorrow." He said cleaning up and heading home to his wife.